had to lose my way
to know which road to take

I'm overdue with this one . when you see me on hiatus , half of the time it's writer's block to blame , the other half's all me . life has been going really awesome lately so i stopped to smell the flowers , slowed down to enjoy the small moments and strengthened my resolve to work harder at the things that are important to me . also , i'm here excitedly waiting for fire emblem to hit in July and praying for customization (although it doesn't seem promising) from the videos that are available , it looks like three houses is going to be freaking awesome .

sorry for the short post, blog again soon ♥

his hair , tinged with burgundy , made me reminisce my love for scene
he was all expressive eyebrows , i remember all too well
he was a lopsided smile , quirked at the edges
he was the second time i fell in love with a voice
and i fell
too hard
too fast
was too much to handle much too soon
he gave up
i held on
thinking
we were surely meant for something great
it was a resounding silence
i walked away
but i lingered
then i waited
i gave it all the time i could
before i gave my heart to someone new
and the reasons i loved him were nothing like the tales of old
nothing like how i imagined i could pen in the dead of the night
it was nothing flowery doused with glitter littered with ribbons
it was the tender moments
it was the moments we were grateful
it was the moments we wanted to do better
it was the moments
he chose me
when my words were daggers
thrown and meant to maim
it was in the moments
he chose us
when my words were poison
laced and meant to kill
and i thought
we will only keep getting better
if we never falter
and this safe place
is what it means to always have a place to call home