sometimes i feel like my mind is exceptionally active whereas my being is exceptionally lazy .

scratch that i think it's almost always .

i constantly churn out too many ideas ; topics for my blogposts but i'm only able to focus on a few of them ,
if not i'd risk the post being too lengthy with no head nor tail whatsover .
my mind is constantly working , meandering and pondering over useless and irrelevant details ,
but my person is too lazy to do much ; for example packing my room , packing my clothes and also encounters problems in focusing-
difficulty in starting on personal tasks set aside , such as doing research and drawings for naruto/kakashi (commission for juz) , one surprise birthday piece , commission for merlyn and my beloved sir crocodile .

but i'll deal with that one step at a time . for now let's get on with this blog post !
didcha miss me during my longer than usual , albeit not by much absence ? hah .

this week i've been taking life at a slow and lazy pace just how i like it , comfortable .
*really feel like some fat and contended animal , i'm serious*
especially since i always consume tons of milk in various forms .

first things first ,  

if you read my bio (which most people don't) , i hope to become a freelance illustrator someday .
something that follows my interest in art , preferably and especially in anime/manga form .
it's just that i've yet to seriously contemplate whether i should strive to be a manga artist or sell merchandise .

baby steps , but do follow me on the below platforms if you like my designs: 
http://shadow611.deviantart.com
http://pixiv.me/shadow611
http://instagram.com/shadow611#

well i'd be good to have a base if i'd like to sell . 

 so thanks for your support in advance :)

here is my completed perona piece:

y'think ?

second thing ,  

i am really really hyped up for october !
2 big things are gonna be happening , trip to japan and release of pokemon x and y .
i'll share with you more about japan when the itinerary is done .

right now i just want to nag to you about XY .
i have watched some fan made vids and following the official sites for any updates here:
http://www.pokemonxy.com/ 
(i'm only slightly an otaku and mostly i want to know who i can pick for my team of 6)

to tell you the truth i have really mixed feelings !
i like it that xy are going to bring in pokemon from gen 1 , 2 etc . and houndour , really ?
i'm thinking that my team will have fennekin , tyranitar and houndoom .
and i've been thinking of doing a tyranitar gijinka to commemorate (already in progress)
but well some 3d games make me giddy so i can't spend too long .

we'll see of course and i'll give you my reviews when i get my hands on it :D
12th October or so !

best thing is that merlyn has gotten her 3ds as well so we can head down and get it together ~
(still perpetually confused on whether to get X or Y but most likely it will be X)


third thing ,

random tidbits about my daily life .

the lights on my corridor leading to my house are spoilt -
in the sense it gives me disco lights every time i come home .
normally i wouldn't complain but after work i'm usually half dead ;
so the disco lights make me feel like i'm going to have an episode and faint  -. -

i really want to go to the new shopping mall jem at jurong east !

i finally got the feline meow shirt that i have been eying on for a very long time on blogs .
mine is the black one with white letters of course .
got it from bugis street 
i'd be super elated if i could find a sweater/hoodie version out in stores though .

ok , that is all .

long post with more pictures next time okai . :)