when you feel my heat , look into my eyes ,
it's where my demons hide ; it's where my demons hide .
it's woven in my soul , i got to let you go .

today i'm just going to be blogging about daily life , so read only if you are interested in err ... my life ?

presenting first a few selfies seeing as how they are occuring lesser these days .

(1st picture taken this month , 2nd a couple of months ago)


there are currently 2 pieces of clothing i really wish to have in my wardrobe , mmm .
(i obsess about them almost every other week)
first is the zara skort which you have probably seen around at least once ,
second is the kenzo tiger jumper .
while we are at this , throw in a baseball jacket as well .


i want the wrap skort mostly for my oversized sweaters/tees/hoodies , you name it .
it looks versatile and good for oversized tops ,
but since it's a pretty unique piece , i think you got to wear it to know whether it works for you .


here is the skort on one of my favourite fashion bloggers who blogs at http://www.paledivision.com/


from the sound of the second piece it's already no surprise ,
when you put tiger and jumper together ; that has to be like 2 of my greatest loves of all times ~
i want the kenzo tiger jumper in either black or grey ,
also i want it with me to japan so hopefully i manage to get it within these couple of months *wishful*


collage i put together from photos i sourced on google images .
so much want :x

i think you already know this , but mostly i try to blog an entry every week , because not only does it help me relax and help me put some things in order , i feel it prevents me from getting writers block and art block .
(you know when you really want to write something or draw something but no matter what you write or draw it's not good enough ?)

and of course the most important reason is for people who like to check out and read this space !

this week i have also been battling with weight issues . am putting on weight again which is of course not desirable so restrict me from being a glutton please , because i am so much of a glutton at times .
the only consolation i have is that my skin and hair have been really great ;
anddd a quick update on my hair is that i more or less want to keep it long again ,
then get it back to all black or dip dye the ends ;
though i must admit that with this weather i may be more prone to sudden impulses and chop it off again .

also i've been increasingly feeling like i need more time to myself and i absolutely cannot wait till october .

these weeks have been crazy packed cuz i head out almost everyday if not everyday ,
days where i don't it's spent working till late .


for this recent (maybe not so recent) period of time , i have been rather emotionally detached because :

i don't exactly feel like giving , and i'm not playing for keeps . 

sometimes i feel it could be due to routine that i gravitate towards this behavior/mentality and i should do something about it . others ,  i don't think there's anything i'm doing wrong and nothing needs fixing .

sorry , you know i am by nature , paradoxical .

i will sincerely try for a longer post next time . bye for now !

your eyes , they shine so bright , i want to save that light .