kiss you inside out

a self reflection post because that's good to do frequently .

since i realized that my thoughts are literally a reflection of my personality , common knowledge will tell you i'm contradictory and ordinarily i'm a terribly disorganized person but when the disorganized mess is too much to bear or when i'm in the mood for it , i organize my stuff rather tidily so information or items are easily accessible .

and that's the way it is with my thoughts . that's why i deemed the previous post on taiwan a necessity . if i didn't blog about it , every time that someone asks me for what i did , i'd be grabbing at loose thoughts floating around to make them form something comprehensive .
then i let go , said loose thoughts will flutter away and the next time another person asks i need to resume grabbing from scratch .

i wouldn't bother but it's good to not seem lacking in social skills and mostly not to be such a lazy ass .

plus if i leave it disorganized for too long , it will become a familiarity and the necessity fades ; such as the tidying of my room and certain notes , so you see , it's always good to start early as with most things .


time to sleep so i'll end off by sharing an experience and how it's made me realize how sometimes i treat ppl i can't be bothered with with a really low EQ .

since it was funny when me and merl narrated it to each other , i'll let you guys decide whether it makes you tick or not . (mostly i'm more inclined to dry humour though and i think this is a good example)

this happened during our jubeat session after getting somewhat good grades for evans :

guy: *claps hands*
merl and me: turn to look at him then back to look at each other
me: *whispers not so subtly to merl* 'why are there so many strange people today ?'

guy shuffled around our area but left us in peace a minute or so later .

then after this has been highlighted to me on our way home , i start wondering 2 hrs after the incident whether  or not i've offended someone . lol . i promise to be more sensitive in future such occasions :x

but anyway .
we figured out the place we get the most strange experiences when we visit !

so sad that the long weekend is over :(
had fun chilling with gene jamie merl and steve .
coming weekends though i plan to laze away at home to force myself to be more creative and economical . goodnight <3 nbsp="nbsp">