Brace yourselves for another update without the pictures , as ive forgotton to upload my phone pics so yup , might have to wait till later at night and hopefully its all fine .

Today , tmr , or the day after , i think i should just dream the days away . I feel a sense of slight isolation ; i dont want to do this , neither that , feelings these days , are based on a very shallow level . I want someone like you to come along , an on a mutual basis we'd never miss a single glance nor a single smile , something that brightens up the day considerably , too real too right , it makes everything fall into place .

It irritates the hell outta me that i cant get wireless reception recently .
This means that i have to wait for another day more before i can update my blog , therefore im typing this in wordpad now . Wordpad is better cos MSword always has those spelling and format corrections which i cant stand :X
Green and red untidy and uncool squiggly lines get me riled up pretty bad

Ive been quite stressed these days .

Well , maybe not stressed but just not enjoying myself .
Therefore to remedy this , ive decided to write on a mildly lighthearted topic for a change
Writing anything destress or makes me more calm , so i tend to do quite a bit of it .
Dedicating this to Jamie cos it is obviously due to her that i have been inspired to work on such a stupid thing :/

LOL , lets start anyways :D

This time , I actually have a confession to make . Curious ?
I dont think Ive ever admitted this to anyone before but here goes .

I kind of had a barney fetish when i was young .
Ok , perhaps fetish is too strong of a word , but you get the point .
Until...
I met Jamie and from her , found out that barney is a seriously degraded creature
Alright alright , she was the 2nd person to share such sentiments with me , but hers is indefintely stronger ! And then i started to wonder , how i could have ever liked something so...seriously degraded and unappreciated .
I've always blamed my kid self for possessing a bad sense of taste , but the reason aruptly hit me today and well hey , be grateful because if it didnt , id take this to my grave not telling a soul :/

Finally , the reason that has eluded me for more than 10 years of my life .
It was actually due to the fact that I used to really love fantasy
I literally lived in a world of my own as most kids do back then , and it wasnt so much so about boys but rather mystical creatures , also special powers . But emphasis has always been placed on mystical creatures .

It was my childhood dream to have a really special pet for myself , therefore also taking an extreme liking to certain Digimon and Pokemon , liking the way they were modelled .
I wanted to find one in all sorts of places and thinking back , the barney issue was because i was very taken in with the notion of a plushie turning into a living monster and that was all there was to it .
Coming to a conclusion , I merely liked the idea .

Now that i figured that i dont like it in itself but just the concept , I feel more sane (:

Enough of that . Lets talk really cute monsters .
Just fyi , my favourite kind would be from the dog species , werewolves .
For me , between vamps and wolves , wolves win hands down .

Though vampires are quite cool and elude a mystical , alluring aura ,

it would be nice if they really had a soft side to them , itd make them the perfect pets for me :D
Griffins are nice monsters too , although they'd lose out because I dont exactly like the idea .

i mean sure , keep the wings and the eyes , it goes well with the lion body , but the beak ? :/
Chimeras me no likely :/

I fall quite fast for anything that have a nice animalistic feel to them :)

(applys to EVERYTHING)
shh XD
When i say nice animalistic feel , it means the right kind of animal , just to clarify i normally dont like things modelled after pigs or boars . They must have a really fierce exterior or else , cute in an undeniable way . Fierce is preferred .

Ive sidetracked quite a bit havent i ?
MYOB is waiting for me :(