Argh hafta start on tax asap :X
imma dling BOFIII , in deep thoughts , chatting , radom net surfing , blogging . Nice way tuh spend my precious time before tmr nots .
BOFIII works , but the graphics are old school , sad. i played the ps1 version because of the appealing graphics . This really cant come anywhere close :(
Maybe i should go do Suikoden . <3



What ive been wondering about is whether ive made any mistakes in decisions that will significantly affect my life .
But as you all might have noticed by now , i tend to not like thinking too much hence i stopped halfway . Reflecting however , is what causes change .
i will have to try harder the next time around
Ever come across someone perfect ? Not likely . Everyone has certain aspects of themselves that they have to work on really . But not all take the effort to do so , and some dont even see their own shortcomings .
The first step actually , would be to realize and thereafter start improving .
I am not very particular in this area because generally , everyone is lacking in some feature , but will definitely make it up in another . Where there's strength , there's weakness and vice versa . Therefore , the most perfect person in one's eyes would tend to be themselves , because we pick out our own good points - trying to find them within others , and in succeeding in doing so feel a sense of kinship , and in failing , feel that people around us are not such good people .
This happens because associations are based on common ground .
Now , i stress that this is not necessarily so . People lacking in an aspect you are looking for , i.e.attentiveness , generosity , should not automatically labelled as a lousy friend , bad person . They'll make it up in other ways .
Finding someone who actually meets all or most of your requirements is hard , perhaps one in a million right ?
Ive found mine , enjoyed what it was like for a brief moment in time before realizing that what seemed so perfect also had a strong set of weaknesses . Ive developed in some ways , tainted other pristine ones seemingly permanently, but that's some of the lessons life has to offer .


you see what i mean about setting up another blog for rants ? :/
im not totally completed yo
but im going off to do tax now , next time .
can kiss waking up early tmr goodbye D:

-will upload pics the next post(:-

the first time i saw her looking at you , i knew .