i did it again :x
about slightly less than 3/4 done i'd say .
sorry about the poor quality .
hope the day will be kind to me tmr too !
these few days have been like no appetite ,
den food therapy , and end up eating too much x. x
appreciate it though (:
cant think of anything of substance to blog ,
shall post some pics and return another time .
sooo sleepy now .
new clothes again :D
Korean nite. Wait for Merl to get pics up on fb :x !
what i want to draw next :
Havent been blogging for quite some time if you realize !
The last time i tried to blog and blogger was down so shucks :/
I'm exhuasted lately idk why ,
just took 3 hrs quiz just now and it felt likea super long day .
zZz. Good news is that alrd passed my 6 months probation ~
Sooonn i will buy my LAPTOP !
Must go shop for it soon , macbook , vaio , hp ?
I wan the original colour or the casing to be blue mayb purple (:
Most likely going for mac 'cuz vaio will probably make me vomit more blood than my fujitsu after not living as long as he did as of now - more than 3 years edi !
and i dont have so much resources to keep replenishing .
Guess i have to put the bag aside as of now or maybe not,
depends on impulse really :D
Tmr and Fri will be the last 2 days of course for me ,
sooo happy course is during this period and i must admit
i look forward to the teabreaks and long lunch .
will feel so super duper contend ,
i know im easy to satisfy but im looking forward to it alrd HAHA .
think im too sleepy idk what im typing alrd ,
shall post pics den go t bed , goodnight world ! :D
lights so bling !
lights so bling !Picture post again \m/
& ive been lazy to edit the pics so pardon me .
& ive been lazy to edit the pics so pardon me .
recently got quite a few buys 'cos got extra money to spend .
Yay to 21 :p
so i'll post a few.
cuz no mood , but im sure this will pass , soon hopefully .
cuz no mood , but im sure this will pass , soon hopefully .
plan to do lotsa sports nxt week .
k , enjoy !
2 new tops :D
salesperson said stretchable no matter how also can fit one =_=
somehow i think if i were fatter wont be able to fit >_>
been findin dis for v long ! mom bought for me :D
just to try :D
this is not mine . the black cat series really v cute omg :x
OP now and thor later , bai (:
its been too long , another year now & i want to rid myself of this ; just tear it apart from my entire being ; but you know , i'll never have the heart to fully do so , because some things i just cant give up .
i did'nt want to let you go but wherever we are wer'e miles apart ;
Late night entry , dont think i'd be able to get to sleep now . Been wanting to blog for quite awhile but just couldnt manage to dig up the time , so here it is !
Have already decided it'll be a picture post :D
new dress and new top , cant rly see the 1st one tho :x
stitch top!
another one :dreplacement pouch and bleach postcards too :D
some food .! cheesecake is tasty .
i got tired halfway ,
some food .! cheesecake is tasty .
i got tired halfway ,nicer pics with merl . 
Im slpy . Bai ! ^^
suddenly it came to me how it used to feel ,
but lately i dont believe
no point if you never felt the same way ,
its always a facade .
either way , it lacks soul dont it .
i wanna go shop :x clothes and bag ! colour hair maybe .
Off to enjoy my remaining sunday tmr ,
somehow sounds a little sad . late night today and fav food tmr . K bye (:
happy birthday michoong !! pratice defense with her just now , seems like thrs smthing wrong with my 4th one seeing the way she reacts :c
long working hours is tiring. esp the wake up early and rush to work everyday bit . the not enough sleep sucks cos its getting on my nerves i get more irate everyday and feel lonesome cos of some reasons too , sat is my working sat so i dont feel motivated and i so wont feel motivated tmr hmm . ok , jus keep telling myself itll be over soon . i will preservere . k need sleep , bye .
the longer this drags on , im starting to feel that it may start to feel more like an obligation . i dont know how to place and how to put it , where it would fit .
it's funny how i dream abt you once in awhile ,
but i'll nvr let you on that much .
'cos i'll nvr want you in reality .
Today's weather is so horribly humid ,
i think by the end of today i'd have consumed buckets of ice water :x
drinking cold drinks , spamming the fan and still feeling hot ,
seems to be the perfect picture for a summer day .
starting from tmr till 21st apr will start work at 8am
so im seeing to get to bed at 10 or 10+pm . sigh .
rly dont like sleeping early ! D:
at least ive got about 5 hrs left . i predict dis week will be tiring !
Picked up a couple of clothes this 2 days so im feeling rly happy XD
2 plain dress one casual top X)
pictures maybe next time ugh hot weather, slight headache x. x
op now k bye :D
& i wish you could give me the cold shoulder
& i wish you could still give me a hard time
& i wish i could still wish it was over
but even if wishing is a waste of time
even if i never cross your mind
i'll leave the door on the latch
if you ever come back
there'll be a light in the hall
and the key under the mat
if you ever come back
there'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
and it would be just like you were never gone
its pleasant to remember today is still friday !
-heart-
'kay slack day ,
i feel so lazy ,
but deserving ! HAHA
tmr it's time to be slightly more productive ,
aside from games , manga and lazing ard ,
i mus complete some stuff too :I
which shall take up my morning time !
(hopefully)
secrett .
i got mood to buy things too .
should i :x
today feels dreary again heavy hearted and negative thoughts ,
but it got better somehow; improves with gd company :D
and now its back to same 'old .
Just need to blog a depressing entry before i try and get to sleep
no mood for blogging too , sucks when i get writer's block or drawing block .
G'nite .
youd be better on your own .
not that i dont appreciate it but i dont see any way around it .
and fate is tenacious as such .
but it got better somehow; improves with gd company :D
and now its back to same 'old .
Just need to blog a depressing entry before i try and get to sleep
no mood for blogging too , sucks when i get writer's block or drawing block .
G'nite .
youd be better on your own .
not that i dont appreciate it but i dont see any way around it .
and fate is tenacious as such .
i miss blue nails :x.
should i do blue or pink now ? 
Short post .
Hope dis week will be over soon .
Have been feeling cranky for days ,
and ive got one extra day of work ,
one lesser night/morning to sleep in ,
feel like attacking irritating ppl tat seem to be everywhere ,
while nice ones seem to have gone into hiding ,
some wardrobe issues ;
But i knw i shouldnt complain too much ,
im grateful , i like life , im fortunate k check ,
its jus the moodswings .
mhmm .
I should sleep .
May everything feel better tmr .
Cheers :x
Short post .
Hope dis week will be over soon .
Have been feeling cranky for days ,
and ive got one extra day of work ,
one lesser night/morning to sleep in ,
feel like attacking irritating ppl tat seem to be everywhere ,
while nice ones seem to have gone into hiding ,
some wardrobe issues ;
But i knw i shouldnt complain too much ,
im grateful , i like life , im fortunate k check ,
its jus the moodswings .
mhmm .
I should sleep .
May everything feel better tmr .
Cheers :x
i wonder why i feel this way .
im afraid i'll pain you ,
does that mean you mean something to me ;
or am i just overthinking things .
Pay just came in 2 days ago , been spending like water :x
imma happy with my new buys though .
New mascara from watsons & new skirt from op both 20% off yay~ :D
mascara super nice to use and skirt super nice (to me)
satisfied ! :3
If i had more money though i'd stock up some books .
Like all sorts :x been wanting some novels by john grisham ,
more picturebooks for khr and op , manga ,
and and guidebook for pokemon black/white would be nice too .
Lesee if there will be any spare cash by the end of the 11th next month :x
mm , till next time then !
going to bathe and then play for abit before turning in .
weekend is almost over ! :(
im afraid i'll pain you ,
does that mean you mean something to me ;
or am i just overthinking things .
Pay just came in 2 days ago , been spending like water :x
imma happy with my new buys though .
New mascara from watsons & new skirt from op both 20% off yay~ :D
mascara super nice to use and skirt super nice (to me)
satisfied ! :3
If i had more money though i'd stock up some books .
Like all sorts :x been wanting some novels by john grisham ,
more picturebooks for khr and op , manga ,
and and guidebook for pokemon black/white would be nice too .
Lesee if there will be any spare cash by the end of the 11th next month :x
mm , till next time then !
going to bathe and then play for abit before turning in .
weekend is almost over ! :(
picture i took of dusty today . like the perfect picture of content D: ~
