at times like this when im susceptible ,
i let certain things i know i shouldnt get the better of me ;
thwart my senses ; invade these walls ,
and when this phase is all over i will find myself having newfound troubles .
Should i go for red highlights ,
light brown highlights ,
or blonde highlights ?
mmm ~
Ive an inkling that the days to come may be bad ,
so hopefully this weekend is enjoyable .
ok , fb den slp slp slp .
bai !
Went out with Jamie tdae , ate crystal jade watch movie shop and jubeat :D
Food is gd as always , season of the witch is nice except for the scary suspense ,
clothes i bought frm bugis street both can wear & looks nice ,
happy ttm ! ^^v
ok idk what ive been doing so sleepy @_@ at least my mood is better alrd ,
very stable currently no spiraling out of control ~
very stable currently no spiraling out of control ~
mmhmm . One Piece now !
Plan to continue durarara aft op but i think i'll take forever to finish op .
-lazing lazing-
I want:
-cut and highlight hair .
thanks for dropping by ! (:
我有时候会恨你,如果得罪了我我会永远记得。

fury is like an internal storm which sometimes rages sometimes calm .
and i dont know if im drowning in a sea of discontent ;
but such is life and i will go forth knowing im not alone .
So im back from my 2 day hiatus from the net cos ive been camping outside ,
would like to spend more time online but i need my sleep .
Recently has been rly tiring and i miss my bed with cosy blankets and covers everyday ;x
the cold weather is v nice to sleep in but will wake up freezing .
Ystd jubeat alot of form ♥
need t find one day t drag someone spam jubeat and ddr :D
recently din touch ddr so i presume nxt time will rusty ttm but idc ,
off day and weekends are coming yay :)
smtyms tho i cant rmb wad i have on . mus be too lazy to think :p nites all ~
=_= . Super pissed mood . Really dont appreciate all these crap pilling up . 2011 has really sucked so far . i know i shouldnt give in to reckless abandon becos ive lasted , but morals are as insignificant as feelings after all . Maybe i just need more time .
its not so good for me to think abt u.
Frequency of blogging seems to be once a week ,
but i will try and see whether there is anyway to increase it so bear with me for now ;x
2011 wishlist is going to be crazy taxing on my pocket !
Gna try addidas watch at taka sales , if it fits well i wan :D
considering mud cherry colour agn , but i doubt i will .
wants a certain bag but shh .
sony mp3 .
macbookk (or vaio) .
Oh well . can take my time getting these .
Watch is a soon thing though most likely .
Have yet to pay my grading fees :c
left leg still can't stretch . :c
Anime now , maybe out later , bye ~

I will try to take nicer pictures soon ! D:
Frequency of blogging seems to be once a week ,
but i will try and see whether there is anyway to increase it so bear with me for now ;x
2011 wishlist is going to be crazy taxing on my pocket !
Gna try addidas watch at taka sales , if it fits well i wan :D
considering mud cherry colour agn , but i doubt i will .
wants a certain bag but shh .
sony mp3 .
macbookk (or vaio) .
Oh well . can take my time getting these .
Watch is a soon thing though most likely .
Have yet to pay my grading fees :c
left leg still can't stretch . :c
Anime now , maybe out later , bye ~
I will try to take nicer pictures soon ! D:
我在简单的东西能找到幸福。(:
let the past be the past .
i dont care if it doesnt matter how i feel about you .
First post of 2011 :D
Hope that everyone enjoyed their new year celebration !
Went out on fri and sat , steamboat today now home to rest ,
manga . anime , fb and den draw some if time is enough ,
Really not gna have enough sleep again ,
and oh , my laptop loads pages horribly slow :(
some pictures to make this post more entertaining , 31122010 :D
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Dear frens , Merry Christmas ! (:
& Happy birthday to my mom *hearts*
Hope that you enjoy the upcoming day ahead ~
I hearts all my christmas presents so far , thanks alot for the gifts , cards and food guys , esp de thoughts too ! Each contribution makes this christmas more eventful and lovely :D
GoOdNiTez ! :)
Dear frens , Merry Christmas ! (:
& Happy birthday to my mom *hearts*
Hope that you enjoy the upcoming day ahead ~
I hearts all my christmas presents so far , thanks alot for the gifts , cards and food guys , esp de thoughts too ! Each contribution makes this christmas more eventful and lovely :D
GoOdNiTez ! :)
: Turkey ?~
Here to update my 10 days dead blog :c
Being sick saps on my energy real fast so i feel tired really early !
Good news is that im bouncing up the road to recovery :D
Other than work , ive been going out alot too and spending lots ;x .
Must control , but urge to splurge is great ~
Jacked up prices at neulook annoying ttm ! i want this top ,
33.9 sigh . -considers-
Gna buy strawberry shortcake birthday cake this month methinks (:
Okai , am going to bed early today , sleepy max .
GOodnightxoxo :)
D: .

sore throat , cough , flu .
Normally rather minor ailments to me ,
but somehow even sleeping 6-7 hrs for 3 days does not seem to be enough !
Just keeps getting worse , an addition of 1 more ailment a day in respective order .
In all honesty i thought to take an mc in the morning when i felt my eye was kinda swollen ,
but that was only a 5 mins thing .
Plus i think my sickness spreads to others very fast .
Oops :x
Today i have the weirdest calls ever .
lucky only one a little strenuous not too much to handle though ~
Not sure what else to blog about :x
有时会有点乱,可是没什么好乱的。
有时也会有点内疚,可是也没有什么好内疚的,
就当着算是我想太多吧。
其实呢,有些事情机自己也不太清楚,
可是答案是自己会找的,
就算是永远永远也搞不好。
Going to bed soon and hope i can recover by tmr .
collared tee and shorts agn ! :)
am still going to mian qiang go out during weekends !

thnxfordroppingby :D
Feels like a really long time since i blogged :x
It's been around 1 month and 3 days since i started work ,
meaning 4 months and 27 more days till end of probation period ,
and 8 more days to payday .
Overall all is good so far , hope everything will continue to be a breeze .
Except for certain things but those are not so important ;/
-shrugs idc-
Going to have hot milk tea later yay :D
After online window shopping again ,
feel like buying some new stuff ;o
can never get enough of clothes and bags .
am thinking of getting the 28.9 fred perry bag ,
which after taka sales hopefully will be 22.9 or smthn :)
but i still have my picture book to buy ,
35 . also considering the 55 one .
@_@
I wan this ! :D

Whee ~ fringe grow long again le. should cut back bangs ?

at times when i hurt i used to wonder ,
whether i did u wrong ,
but that is never the case .
even if i don't have anything in front of me ,
i don't want you , not like this .
Mmm , am going out soon but in the meantime ,
fb , and uh , looking at deviantart pics :)
Have urge to do fanart but undecided on who to do .
Smoker Zoro Yamamoto Grimmjow ?
Hearts ttm~♥