Wonderlust ♥

Ahhh~

Finally my work has cleared up and im able to slack the day away for once . And for this once , i hope to sleep early too (:
got my 2 favourite studs in already so im all set to leave da house early tomorrow~

i must say that slacking does give rise to excessive room for daydreaming; which is both a good and a bad thing cos it is somewhat good for creativity , and it dilutes the line between reality and fantasy if only just subtly , which is a good thing since too much of facts can be rather taxing . However sometimes its hard to make your thoughts go the way you want it too and sooner or later you realize its unsatisfactory and that you seem to be encasing yourself in something you dont really want in reality by stereotyping the roles in situations .

i know this is probably not a very good explanation/theory but its the best i can give right now .

Need to stimulate some creative juices as of now y'knw ?
It's the key(i think) to proactive thinking which i have to use to figure out what i want , and to what extent i can do with life .
Another option is to just go with the flow cuz yes , i agree that its not important to me at the moment . Should i try and make something special out of it , or is it not worth the trouble ?
I am not armed with big ambitions , i only have interests .

Seems to me im still enshrouded in fog . Maybe as time goes by it might clear if i keep trying to make my way , or perhaps someone can come along and clear it for me .

Alright , I'll end off with my new buy today- another sliver bracelet ! Been eyeing on it for quite long , although the one i bought wasnt the initial one ive been eyeing . Had to get in case all of 'em get sold~
Haha , i know i really like silver , bracelets , earrings , watches , pouches , practically anything that is rather or somewhat blinged . I wont ever get enough of them :DD
I'll consider posting a pic soon .

Hurs~ Going to sleep soon , early as promised ! ^_^

wake up , he's not worth ...

Gene: 0.0 You like solid, dependable AND MEATY!
EI ! that was uncalled for ! Gaw . Buy me more merpets.. >A<

Yet another late night blog . Srsly not getting enough sleep . How does waking up with impaired vision sound ? Blehx.
Onemanga updated only one manga that i wanna read today ! ): though yes , its better than nothing . Im soooo sleeeppppyyyy .
Seems like all of us are quite busy nowadays ):
Try to leave a tag if you come by :B
Good night!

i dont fancy individuals who dont feel real , nor those who throw their words and fancies around . I like solid & dependable , & thats all that there is .

Just came back not long ago after spending the day taking photos and basically hanging around near BPP area :D
Quite a new experience and i wouldnt mind doing it again soon !

Although I'm drop dead tired and wondering whether I have enough time to finish up what i have to do . That aside though , I just want to kick back and relax , which is exactly what i have in mind for the coming hours to come . Work tomorrow ~
Im beat~
Though thanks guys , for making the day entertaining (:

cant you make me feel like im not wasting my efforts , this isnt something stupid , and i dont mean so much ?

In abit , Im gonna publicize my sick status soon . It's the usual flu, cough and throat issues , which probably isnt much of an issue ; so im skipping out on the visiting the doctor bit as usual , despite the H1N1 epidemic .

Although i hope it wont worsen cos if i feel the sickness taking it's toll , then i wouldnt be in the mood for anything , and just nicely im smack bang in the middle of projects .. BOO .

Hopefully , i'll get better soon .

I want to change my blogskin soon , and whoever that gets me that bracelet frm gothic will be very much appreciated !
& then again on 2nd thought , i should get it myself :x

Going to bed soon , save da pics for da next post!~

recently i dreamt i was frantically trying to get to you , & faced with time consuming obstructions , i kept hoping your patience would last .

its probably meaningless drivel i know . But i dont really remember my dreams much , so it might be worth a mention :)

forgive me . i dont want to think i love you any longer , but these feelings , they get the better of me , and i know .

Youre not enough , but you make me feel a tad better , just like how you normally do ; though you always fall short .

Rawrs~

I'm waiting for my adobe CS4 to finish installing , and as while it's doing its thing i am unable to go online .
So i figured i might as well type up a short entry in this wordpad and then transfer it to blogger later :D


These days i have not exactly been working hard , but the work im doing is quite considerable for my standards .
2 projects are due soon ..
FYI , another something im really lousy at would be the module , audit .
Listen , audit confuses me . Sometimes i cant even see head or tail of it at all .
So i guess screw the thought of me being an auditor ; although i never wanted to be one in the first place .
And yes , you guessed it , one of the projects is audit D: *doom doom~*
Company Law is much more interesting even though its all theory .. I kind of like law . Kind of .
(especially if you put it next to audit)
So yesh , i really applaud people who can actually stand taking the effort to understand something so complex . >_< ~

Okay , i guess i'll just end off here even though the installation is only like one third complete ? Reason being i want to complete my book , and sketch a little work .
Jys to me ! Goodnight :)

The human mind is a strange thing .
Psychology seems to be the force behind it all , it renders a person to be led by what he or she believes in .
So naturally now , when i feel a twinge of consience and uneasiness ,
its becasue my mentality has changed , and my belief and basis for truth .

It was going fine ... Now i think it's screwed up again .
Why ?
Don't you know , you mess me up so .

the more im convinced , the more my assumptions fail . Although i know it shouldnt be enough to sway my convictions , my heart still leaps by bounds and im afraid of falling- which is a given really .

Too lazy to get started on another project , i wanna ddr and waka waka lmaos .

Not that sleepy , and kinda have alot of things to get done , my unfufilled to do list is piling up like crazy , but who's to say i care . Well alright me , since ultimately it benefits me , but im just a rather distracted person ok ? >< *stretches* I have to find a way to motivate myself somehow , maybe releasing some feelings in this post will help .
Tmr i want to drink a good cup of mango milk tea , and hopefully save some moneh too . I think next month's financing is going to kill me . Still though , i want MOVIE :) soon .

Need to like , be more active in taking photos cos my blog lacks pics as of late . Will revive the spirit ! Muahahas ~

there's no one i'd like to take my hand now ,
but if you want to stand by me , that's fine . we dont need romantic company when it's not time , and what we are is good enough .