Wonderlust ♥

Blog post on colours .
or to be more exact , mint green/teal/pastel green . and a little of rosy brown as well .

i blame it on t.o.p's endorsement that i've been hunting for all things nice that is mint green/teal/pastel green to own . of course i've always liked these colours but now that it's spring season , the shade is readily available everywhere , very much publicized too . problem is , its hard to find things i like in those colours . so far there is only my pastel green nail polish . i still want a shirt/dress in that colour and probably an iphone case as well . i think ive found my iphone case but not the shirt/dress . sweater would be nice but the one from topshop costs $72 wtf :(

show you some pictures !

need to go hunting again soonish .

on to the second colour type . first i must say that funny enough , never dreamed that i would be a fan of rose , but i realized that i super love rose gold and rosy brown . my part 1 present from merl is somewhat rosy brown , although my iphone cant really capture the colour .

the part 1 present has dual functionalities , it can keep me warm , keep me comfy and is also a good background prop . im in love :D
p.s. just to try it out and spend more time with it ive been largely glued to my bed these 2 days . 
although im not too sure its healthy but thanks merl <3





looking at rosy brown reminds me of bluish grey just like colour of a russian blue which i like alot too ~


how d'you like my colour preferences ?




okay , this post is really spammed filled with pictures and there is still more to come . took a walk at clementi mall today after visiting my grandma's . they have yet to move into their new apartments , but the view from the new apartment is really damn nice ! 35th floor and able to see the swimming pool , tennis courts , stadium and sea from afar . i like this kind of view because its good to look at when bored and you wont get bored of the view because there are so many things to observe .

bought the whole set i tried at cotton on which is rare .
i seldom buy a whole set , but this time i liked all of the pieces i picked .
lucky the whole set is cheap . $50 for 3 pieces .


spectrum blue shorts , collared t and new cardigan :)

i bet you thought that i was soft and sweet

swollen lip !


For what it's worth , my apologies for being so pissy nowadays . only slight improvements noted .
sometimes i find myself surrounded by a blanket of haze and unable to function properly . sound familiar ? maybe i just need more comfort food , and yeah comfort pay :)

(feeling less riled up would help too thanks)

just want to say , things are going smooth if not slightly tedious because of this current attitude i'm having , but i'll make an effort to right things back to normal~ i'll blog more often and take more pictures , draw and paint more (attempt) so as to get my mood back . damn . feel like using the $500 this year to get me a cute camera which will effectively render me an empty pocket because of the top up i need to make . but the olympus pen is so so cute . Let's see if i can find something else to buy first though ~


craving for chai tea latte from coffee bean and subway ! :x

Self discovery .

before going into the entire lengthy musing entry , just wanna say , super liked avengers ! although i guess some may say its too much hype created for this movie but whatever . ironman is cute . ahaha . i especially like the unintended but not so unintentional jokes and seeing the comradeship slowly form between not so willing parties (initially) too .


well , just go watch it and lemme know what you think . should i watch it again ?


so you should know by now (if you don't take it as a revelation) that i'm a terribly curious person , i like to investigate to the bottom of things or a person for as long as my curiosity holds but normally i will still have a base understanding . i prefer to act indifferent and of no possession of such knowledge but you know . i realized from bloghopping , sometimes people who can draw like me (or maybe they are just share the same horoscope) seem to have the same characteristic .

that and another tendency would be that our blogs are not so interesting , and may sound profound or complicated for our age , but it is actually in fact very simple . we go in riddles to hide the truth sometimes so you have to know what to look out for . if you understand what is going on in our lives you will probably have a clearer message of what is trying to be conveyed , if not try your best to peel off the layers .

last point . derive satisfaction/feeling of accomplishment from mundane or weird activities . though i don't seem to be doing it anymore , isolation from my lifestyle makes me feel happy . i like to take lone walks to random places , go to the library and find one cosy corner to read . etc . i like doing these activities alone rather then with others because it's a good activity to give me time with myself for reflection , much like blogging . i don't do it often nowadays somehow but i guess if you do it too often it may lose the therapeutic feel .
some may find its aimlessness though , but i realized that since there are people who do enjoy these not-so-common activities it makes me normal .

but so you see , from the 3 points mentioned , all share the same objective of not wanting to let others know much about self . but actually . would be delighted if someone is able to understand or figure out character and will allow the person a few steps closer .

ok done . been so long since i posted a post like this . just to sort wandering feelings out at this point in time . will end with 3 things on my current wishlist when my pay is in like next next week ?
ugh , hurry . :(

i wasn't looking for this , but now your'e in my way .


Yes ! public holiday ftw . since im not so into soccer and kinda sleepy , im going to sleep at a fairly normal time later . & from today's experience , really need to plan more leave for the upcoming weeks . i think im going to fall sick if this pace keeps up .

got something to confess .

spoke too soon in my previous post . im still very much in love with blue at the moment and i just bought a blue skirt today for work wear to deviate from boring black bottoms , plus i changed my iphone case back to blue once again 'cuz i painted my nails pastel green once more . show y'all pictures !
other stuff i tried . surprisingly ! the cape at the back didnt touch the ground , it ended just nicely above the floor . now really . i kind of like it and would have bought if it wasnt hello kitty themed .
 cape !
 random combi that i didnt really like .
 this is what i wore to work today , top is new from pepper plus . really like it too !


ahhh . i want this . next pay maybe .


oh btw , im in love with the new blogger interface .
partial reason could be that since now im a google chrome convert , the format doesnt give me a headache anymore ;)

avengers tmr , super looking forward , cheers ! ;)

Realized no matter be it clothes, accessories, stationery or what not, i usually base my choice on 3 colour codes namely blue , purple and good 'ol black . Of course one colour has a wide range , for example for blue im really into navy blue and teal , whereas for purple i like dark purple the best (the font above is a good example) and lavender as well . Now the blue season is sort of ebbing away and i can feel the purple season coming by !


for one , ive changed my iphone casing to purple , bought purple shoes and currently using merl's purple contact lens case . (fyi i seldom wear contacts since i can see without aid and if i do its just for cosmetic purposes , but since i want to show off my purple stuff and presents !)

and these are obviously team blue:


 below are some gifts i got recently:
@ my office table


random tiger shirt that i really fancy

about my haircut on friday , looking at in general there is no change . if analysed carefully , length decreased by about 6cm ? less thick and layered again .

Bad influence .

Just saying , I happened to be at the right place at the right time which entitled me to read through some students progress reports which was unintentionally (doubt it) sarcastic and witty , so much so that even  though i read them last week , my own writing was crippled . imma trying to complete my work report which consists of you stating down your job scope, new tasks/what you have done for the year , and gauging yourself, your performance . basically you've got to try and squeeze as much as you can in the report in a convincing manner .

Good news is im done with the easy parts 3/4 (probably) of the whole thing , but aha , this is the easy no nonsense just describe what you did part . ive got the make yourself sound good part to go which im not very comfortable with and which isn't going so well . i have the distinct impression im oozing sarcasm . anyway ive always been bad at self praise . -shrugs-

i guess i just have to worry about it tomorrow .

removed my pastel green nail polish today . as much as i like the colour i dislike the texture , cuz it feels thick and clammy and not appealing to me . i still like my fuchsia wife the best in terms of its texture . its thin but i often apply 3 layers and its just right , doesnt feel thick at all unlike pastel green which was only one layer . time to invest in a new nail buffer and decide whether i should go pastel green again or fuchsia wife .

on second thought maybe manicure would be better but gotta wait for next pay . damn broke alrd .

recently i seem to be terribly into buttoned and collared tops , i think i got 4 in 2 months and im still hunting for more . this is the navy blue one from nichii i wore today:
although you can't tell from this picture , its a pretty piece , apart from how i love navy blue , it has a ribbon on the side of each sleeve and lace at the bottom . looks good with tube and skinnies !

off to lalaland , goodbye ~

Damn tired but yours truly is attempting to blog first before going to sleep !

Trying out the new interface and using google chrome cuz i  figured it could be my current IE that is incompatible so it keeps screwing up my paragraphing format . i don't have a preferred browser , i like firefox's logo the best  , and chrome's themes but im a sucker for convenience so i normally don't change nor go for alternative browsers .

But believe me im working on snapping out of my lazy funk .
right now if you ask me which one of the seven sins i am most guilty of , i'd tell you sloth .
note that it is also the one i am most often guilty of btw .
which means that i have to feel motivated/inspired , talk to motivating people (which i am really doing by luck right now) , people who talk to you about their passion make you feel like you need to do something with yours too . if even you yourself find yourself too apathetic i guess you have to work on it .

Pictures of clothes for the week and Merl's Prezs ~




you whine and complain but you don't make any effort to remedy the situation .

Post without picturess .

So hey . What is this about really . So what if i choose to do it the way i do ? At least i dont lament like an idiot after , and that alone is good enough reason for me . It's not like i asked for anything and i dont want any lies that make me weak . Why do i even bother .

Irritated countless times today , lucky im not running on a short fuse . Morning transport sucks . Really hate it when i especially rush to be early but stupid train gets stuck for 10- 15 mins at a station effectively making me late . Happened to me twice within 2 weeks alrd fml .
Note , this is only when i have the chance to be early and im denied from it , late even . But i got stuck for more than twice in 2 weeks thanks -. - .

Draggy day at work today too but it was generally pretty ok . Gna pacify myself with dessert and swim , typing this post in mrt , imba right ? Save time =).
Knowing my lousy luck and judging from the mrt doors opening and closing 4 times per station for 2 stations already , i may once again be delayed . Sucks damn .

Ok exercise is supposed to make one more productive (or so i think) after my swim im gna touch up on some pieces if im not too tired . Maybe hunt for more songs and ebooks too , but that does sound slightly too ambitious .

gotnothingtoblogabout .




































(although i personally feel gd is cuter here)

Hey .
just a short post for today and im turning in early as usual
can't wait for this 8am shit to be over , im like struggling to reach on time everyday -. -


if there is time , may do my hair differently tmr
(motive is to take different looking pics :p)
& basically today is just a picture post



did this for Michoong's birthday !
have yet to pass her presents yet :)

which filter for this pic is nicer ?

Happy birthday to you once again !
(though by posting it today its late by a day but i wished ystd :D)
Stay healthy/pretty , do more things you enjoy :)


im quite bad with birthdays this year :/
apologize if i forgot/belated wish/celebration not gd enough/present not good enough .


and here are my nicest draw somethings for the week

2nd time playing l4d was better than 1st !
no dizzy spells so i guess im not allergic after all ^^
who is takoyaki . lol needless to say ~

khr has lotsa xanxus recently big <3

Merl is back !
want to go jubeat soonish =)


thats all .

funny that's what , i've never really forgot
should i not , should i ?



ran outta steam from the previous hate post .
ironically didn't hate on the main thing that triggered it ;
i already knew to trust my better instincts so it didn't come as a surprise .
even if it was so predictable , i played along , but you were nothing .
what's left is just regret for my misplaced efforts .
i thought you could prove to be someone better .

ive got awhile till bedtime !

just realized my dinner will only be given 2hrs to digest before i go t sleep .
fattening much , bowl of rice no less :(
ate cupcake and tau sar pia today at self proclaimed teabreak @5 ~
tau sar pia is really tasty ! I like salted ones ~
wonder what food i should get tmr ~

im feeling cosy and relaxed , a prequel to sleep mode .
but hey here goes -

people around you always tell you that your perspective will change when you grow up and you'd see things differently . it's true in a sense , its more of childish thinking being remedied . But if you believe with all your heart that what you believe in is true , not childish , and you embrace that , you wont lose it , you wont change that part of yourself because you dont want it to be changed .


its not good to change too much , it could make you too cold or turn you into something shaped by others . of course if what you believe is sorely a mistake , i'd like you to change that please .

for myself , there are some changes , some good some bad .

for one , ive tried to overcome my adverse dislike for vegetables which is good in a way .
though i still dont eat them much and when i do the amount is almost negligable at times , i try !
ironically , the reason is because i'm trying to cut down on meat . as much as i like consuming meat , i like animals too so yeah . (i dont think im making much progress though)


And yup , ive become more forgiving .
dont get me wrong , im still quite petty , easily angered , but i forgive more , and more easily .


However i have also become a more selfish person .
maybe someday , someone might change that but not right now .

selfish because , when u go out of your way to be nice to someone , they either dont remember it , or take it for granted . that makes being nice redundant . not only that it makes being nice stupid . why go out of your way to be nice only for someone to step all over you .

me though , i still do appreciate people who are nice to me and i make it a point to reciprocrate . Only now i will wait to receive before giving , out of habit . Same as for feelings .


talking about feelings though ,
my analogy could be somewhat warped but youre welcome to listen .

developing feelings or starting a relationship is something akin to picking a puppy .
you may already have a preferred breed you're looking out for or there is just this one that catches your eye- even if it's not one of your preferred breeds , you know you'd get along just fine .
if that pup likes you back , you're almost all good to go .
it's easy and simple just like how i like it .
this is just imo . :)

Random ramblings .

Till next time . Sleepy ttm . zzz ~