its been too long , another year now & i want to rid myself of this ; just tear it apart from my entire being ; but you know , i'll never have the heart to fully do so , because some things i just cant give up .
i did'nt want to let you go but wherever we are wer'e miles apart ;
Late night entry , dont think i'd be able to get to sleep now . Been wanting to blog for quite awhile but just couldnt manage to dig up the time , so here it is !
Have already decided it'll be a picture post :D
new dress and new top , cant rly see the 1st one tho :x
stitch top!
another one :dreplacement pouch and bleach postcards too :D
some food .! cheesecake is tasty .
i got tired halfway ,
some food .! cheesecake is tasty .
i got tired halfway ,nicer pics with merl . 
Im slpy . Bai ! ^^
suddenly it came to me how it used to feel ,
but lately i dont believe
no point if you never felt the same way ,
its always a facade .
either way , it lacks soul dont it .
i wanna go shop :x clothes and bag ! colour hair maybe .
Off to enjoy my remaining sunday tmr ,
somehow sounds a little sad . late night today and fav food tmr . K bye (:
happy birthday michoong !! pratice defense with her just now , seems like thrs smthing wrong with my 4th one seeing the way she reacts :c
long working hours is tiring. esp the wake up early and rush to work everyday bit . the not enough sleep sucks cos its getting on my nerves i get more irate everyday and feel lonesome cos of some reasons too , sat is my working sat so i dont feel motivated and i so wont feel motivated tmr hmm . ok , jus keep telling myself itll be over soon . i will preservere . k need sleep , bye .
the longer this drags on , im starting to feel that it may start to feel more like an obligation . i dont know how to place and how to put it , where it would fit .
it's funny how i dream abt you once in awhile ,
but i'll nvr let you on that much .
'cos i'll nvr want you in reality .
Today's weather is so horribly humid ,
i think by the end of today i'd have consumed buckets of ice water :x
drinking cold drinks , spamming the fan and still feeling hot ,
seems to be the perfect picture for a summer day .
starting from tmr till 21st apr will start work at 8am
so im seeing to get to bed at 10 or 10+pm . sigh .
rly dont like sleeping early ! D:
at least ive got about 5 hrs left . i predict dis week will be tiring !
Picked up a couple of clothes this 2 days so im feeling rly happy XD
2 plain dress one casual top X)
pictures maybe next time ugh hot weather, slight headache x. x
op now k bye :D
& i wish you could give me the cold shoulder
& i wish you could still give me a hard time
& i wish i could still wish it was over
but even if wishing is a waste of time
even if i never cross your mind
i'll leave the door on the latch
if you ever come back
there'll be a light in the hall
and the key under the mat
if you ever come back
there'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
and it would be just like you were never gone
its pleasant to remember today is still friday !
-heart-
'kay slack day ,
i feel so lazy ,
but deserving ! HAHA
tmr it's time to be slightly more productive ,
aside from games , manga and lazing ard ,
i mus complete some stuff too :I
which shall take up my morning time !
(hopefully)
secrett .
i got mood to buy things too .
should i :x
today feels dreary again heavy hearted and negative thoughts ,
but it got better somehow; improves with gd company :D
and now its back to same 'old .
Just need to blog a depressing entry before i try and get to sleep
no mood for blogging too , sucks when i get writer's block or drawing block .
G'nite .
youd be better on your own .
not that i dont appreciate it but i dont see any way around it .
and fate is tenacious as such .
but it got better somehow; improves with gd company :D
and now its back to same 'old .
Just need to blog a depressing entry before i try and get to sleep
no mood for blogging too , sucks when i get writer's block or drawing block .
G'nite .
youd be better on your own .
not that i dont appreciate it but i dont see any way around it .
and fate is tenacious as such .
i miss blue nails :x.
should i do blue or pink now ? 
Short post .
Hope dis week will be over soon .
Have been feeling cranky for days ,
and ive got one extra day of work ,
one lesser night/morning to sleep in ,
feel like attacking irritating ppl tat seem to be everywhere ,
while nice ones seem to have gone into hiding ,
some wardrobe issues ;
But i knw i shouldnt complain too much ,
im grateful , i like life , im fortunate k check ,
its jus the moodswings .
mhmm .
I should sleep .
May everything feel better tmr .
Cheers :x
Short post .
Hope dis week will be over soon .
Have been feeling cranky for days ,
and ive got one extra day of work ,
one lesser night/morning to sleep in ,
feel like attacking irritating ppl tat seem to be everywhere ,
while nice ones seem to have gone into hiding ,
some wardrobe issues ;
But i knw i shouldnt complain too much ,
im grateful , i like life , im fortunate k check ,
its jus the moodswings .
mhmm .
I should sleep .
May everything feel better tmr .
Cheers :x
i wonder why i feel this way .
im afraid i'll pain you ,
does that mean you mean something to me ;
or am i just overthinking things .
Pay just came in 2 days ago , been spending like water :x
imma happy with my new buys though .
New mascara from watsons & new skirt from op both 20% off yay~ :D
mascara super nice to use and skirt super nice (to me)
satisfied ! :3
If i had more money though i'd stock up some books .
Like all sorts :x been wanting some novels by john grisham ,
more picturebooks for khr and op , manga ,
and and guidebook for pokemon black/white would be nice too .
Lesee if there will be any spare cash by the end of the 11th next month :x
mm , till next time then !
going to bathe and then play for abit before turning in .
weekend is almost over ! :(
im afraid i'll pain you ,
does that mean you mean something to me ;
or am i just overthinking things .
Pay just came in 2 days ago , been spending like water :x
imma happy with my new buys though .
New mascara from watsons & new skirt from op both 20% off yay~ :D
mascara super nice to use and skirt super nice (to me)
satisfied ! :3
If i had more money though i'd stock up some books .
Like all sorts :x been wanting some novels by john grisham ,
more picturebooks for khr and op , manga ,
and and guidebook for pokemon black/white would be nice too .
Lesee if there will be any spare cash by the end of the 11th next month :x
mm , till next time then !
going to bathe and then play for abit before turning in .
weekend is almost over ! :(
picture i took of dusty today . like the perfect picture of content D: ~
Weekly update hmm :/
Lazy to update cos feel like there's so little time recently .
Nothing much to update about too ; or rather not sure what to .
Things seem to pass by in a daze if you know what i mean ,
sometimes its too complicated to put in words .
Too messed up rly , i want to have my long weekend again soon !
Pay coming next week and long weekend next next next !
Hopefully pokemon white somewhere in between the both :x
So i think ... So i feel ...
Sunday is always a good day for blogging so i might as well (:
approx. 8 more days till i get my hands on pokemon white (hopefully) ,
and 11 more days till pay day ~
heheh .
in an hours time will mark the end of my long weekend ,
and it'll b back to busy days for awhile :x
shall look at the 2 incentives above for boost of morale ;x
Just bought myself the new jacket which id been eyeing for a day and bought the next :D
goes to show that i rly like it !
so ive maybe took too much pics with it :/
goodness , the puremilk flying dog series all looks nice !!
cuz the flying dog is so cute :x
french bulldog i think .
That's all i think . Shall end this here ,
goodnight !
-end-
Hey , guess what ? Off today yeah :B AND tmr too ^^v
Finally time to rest . Hectic days i can forget about you for awhile .
today for lunch had tom yum ee mian plus yam milk tea and choc milk .
all so super yummy ~
So many stupid outbreaks now though . During the long weekend i mus drink more water and sleep more ! -fill bottle with ice and water- and hope for a fast recovery :x
Streaming One Piece now , in the afternoon the streaming is good .
Shall go in approximately 15 mins to watch anime for a few hours den draw .
Okay not so entertaining update , but cant think of anything entertaining to update .
K bye !
I want a new laptop :c
2 more months to go T3T
Finally neoprint in like ages ! :D
not so good machine but oh well ~
& i seem to keep making the same mistake over .
& im getting used to it .
Aha , weekly update !
One piece streams so slowly at night nowadays :c
This is a short update before i go for my bath .
Somehow tmr ahead feels lonely and busy .
Or maybe another word would describe it more accurately .
Have a bad feeling ...
No matter .
Will meetup with jamie , gene , and whoever else to watch just go with it ,
no doubt i'll be slightly late !
Today shopped a little , yay to new shorts :D
10:10 pm now , i guess i should get to bathing so that i can sleep early .
Though im starting to think i'd definitely sleep late again :x
Short weekend :c
Nights all ~
