Wonderlust ♥

today was a pretty dreadful day on a couple too many accounts , till i have the urge to switch to writing in a very confusing style of pointless drivel about how messed up today feels , although i think i may be somewhat doing it now haha .


*delete* :B



The later part of the day was fine though , me like (:
so there , done ranting . :D
Cheers , off to watching anime now (:
XANXUS~



this time i dont want to choose again , i want you through and through , no matter how superficial it is i like your strong presence behind me , and how high you seem to tower , but i cant seem to get past this hesitant feeling .

Today cant watch reborn cos needa sleep soon ):
still at episode 52 , wanna watch 53 !
Got pimple on v weird spot and it hurts ):

Grapeseed serum working pretty well so far .
Ah . so sleepy .
Hope tmr wont have much spam calls , too many = make me feel faint and disheartened lol !
i'm still pretty hesitant , but nontheless i'll try D: <

sorry for this weird post & gdnight (:


说不出完全的道理，完全的心情，因为没什么必要吧，想一下就能明白吧?

Update for the day when i met Fathin !

拒绝你真的好难过，好难受。

seem to have developed a splitting headache as a bonus .

If i try my best ; put in a little more effort when i have the chance ,
will you do the same too ?

你说要我开心就好，
可是有时我感觉不到你是这个意识的，
不管是有或没有，剩下的只有好难过的感受。

想我还爱你该就是骗我自己的对吧。


Going out later ,
only problem is cant decide where to go ~
Meantime i wan watch vid ,
but time constrain !!
After episode 20 Reborn is pretty good :3
Mostly action and not comedy edi .
Baby Lambo is kinda cute , as in the really cute cute , not the hot kinda cute(:
Also i guess i prefer yamamoto and lanchia so far ,
but lanchia v side ):
Yamamoto and Gokudera pairing rocks :D
(i'm only until ep 25 though)

Onemanga updates quite little on the stuff i wanna read recently , imma sad ):




Okayyyy .
Really dunno where to go ):


Yesterday went out with Fathin to pass her prezzies !
^^
Tried oreo milkshake and bought sweets , will blog with pixels soon ~

Think i should go prepare now , will come by later .

Dull familiar ache .

Just a short one before i turn in ~
am so hearing my bed calling me heh .
Watched katekyo hitman reborn till ep 10 alrd ,
read replica's latest chapter ,
Everything to be done is dddone !
Apart from dl-ing some new songs ,
but imma super lazy .
and super hungry again ):
wants like smthn chocolate tmr ):

Changes in the frequencies , is making me confused D:





Last one is the keychain i bought at cosfest , my 1 and onli purchase lol ~

makemyheartgolikedokidoki . whenuhaveyoureyesonmeanddonttakethemoff .


Bringing new bag out tmr ,
packing camera to ready it for fotos ,
hope will be able to take a couple of good shots .
& that there will be nice cosplayers plus grimmjow merchandise to buy
(on 2nd thought quite broke edi T_T)
Even without buying any merchandise will spend alot , transport , food , movie = 25 ?
wo sad )':

Stupid pay getting lesser and lesser- 1k , 800 , 600 ,
dunnid spend liao lor thanks .

Tmr maybe will wear new dress top .
Lucky manage to swop 8am timeslot to 830 one ,
8 sounds crazy early , and need 830 well 830 (:
Managed to swap one of my CLs next week too ,
which makes me feel more at ease however unnecessary .

*sighs*
Should sleep soon but waiting for merl online confirm tics .
Shall end here then ,
hope we all enjoy tmr ,
goodnight all ~



idk what youre trying to prove ,
doesnt really hurt me ,
and its good if it goes down this way ...

worried about whether this is another serious lapse of judgement ,
but im just slightly too far gone to bother ,
too stubborn to give up for now .
i see u there and there .
Happy belated birthday to Fathin !
wished her once on the day itself edi ~ But double wish !
20th birthday (;


Me=Hungry .
Again yes . Will not get to losing any pounds like this but idc for now .
Sad cos no more witch hunter to read , no liar game , no inubaka , no defence devil , no naruto , no detective conan etc etc , Shall re-start on skip beat tmr maybe (:
Kinda unmotivated here .

Went night walk with Siti awhile today ,
saw a frog- so cute (but not fat enough) , may update the pic another day ~
Jamie's school starting tmr , good luck , hope u have fun and must come after school ~
I STILL WANT MY FISH AND CHIPSSSS ):
AND KOIIII ):

probably gonna take up ninjado next month .. (:

you dont keep your promises very well , or even at all .
ive got no basis to believe what you say ,
only your presence to move me ,
why cant you see ,
i dont want you in my heart anymore ,
why do you have to make it so hard ?
isnt your life already complete without me ?

Sad to say things may not be the same ,
but being optimistic would allow what there is to sustain ,
what can probably be to be .
sigh .
so stupid ,
i cant understand ,
so difficult .

love is another thing ,
end result is always hate or indifference ,
indifference actually requires alot of effort ,
alot more thought , alot more ups and downs ,
so i prefer to hate now tyvm (:
be taking a break from this ridiculous shit .


tired and hungry again ):

looking forward to curry lunchie tmr :)
i loike !
after tt will head out .

byez

faith, hope, love .

start off with Gene pic and Gene vid of Gene on news !

pic: http://news.xin.msn.com/en/singapore/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4160830

Vid:




this week off day is reduced to 1 yay~
but tired . woke at 5 plus den couldnt slp .
today the 334 buses are conspiring against me , dun let me sit on the seat that i wanted to try for quite some time edi even though like took the 2nd bus, the seat isnt in existance for both ):
lost macdonalds cup and left water bottle in office ):
not fate with green things .

probably not going to chiong audi today ,
at most watch anime den slp~
laptop more and more lag , irritating .
evertym lappie run out of batt too fast , fone cant charge fast enough ,
wanna replace all my things for freeee .

shall add $49.95 husky to my wishlist ^^
ty bai !