Wonderlust ♥

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New blogskin . The first thing i do when i get my hands on a new blogskin is to REVAMP it ! Muahahaha (:

How do you like the new look ? I think the font for my url(at the top right corner) isnt too good tho , shall redo it soon perhaps ? Comments if any ? (:

Ary: wah wah wah i very long never come in here..and i see this horrifying statement: 'buy me more merpets'...tat ish not referring to meeeeeeeee riteeeeeee
nono , is the pet society de cute luxury item :3 u want to buy for me also no more le T_T
i have 2 of 'em in my room 6 . heeees~
Fathin: Lol. I thought u dyed ur hair! Did u??
a loonnng time ago~ =D

Sigh .
Youve got me hung up on facebook , occassionally looking through the chat tab , all for finding out your status ; goodness knows what for , only thing that i can think of is that perhaps by doing so its just to try and feel closer to you .
& im not supposed to think .
Even the act itself.. Please someone tell me not to be so stupid.. =-=
ARGHHHS .

Stayed at home the whole day today so that might be the reason that im doing this anyway .
So as for tomorrow i have a fool-proof strategy !

Going to go out movie or not , shop or not , company or not .
Want to find a job too , but the process is very annoying :C


MC: So didja c the meteor shower?I wasn't told abt it sadly! Y nt wear 2 layers, or bring a fairly thin jacket?
Nope, didnt see them ): haha, 2 layers are very troublesome and i dont have a fairly thin jacket unless you count my cardigan in . Sorry about last time , nternet connection hasnt been too good .

I only have a few days left with my photoshop again , so i figured ..



Kinda fake i know ;D


i think it's like this- as the days in the week go by , my eyes get more and more tired , and the meter to them becoming bloodshot gradually increases , so on friday night its quite a sight . Going to sleep now , almost fell asleep at 9 just now so hopefully falling asleep right now is as easy .

youve got me feeling out of sorts , like how you always do .

A couple of things to mention...

1.
The stuffs on my table are piling up like madness . I absolutely have no clue as to how that happens . I mean , when i bring myself to clear the thing up , it gets messy after a few days at best , and im not even trying , in fact you could even say that I try to keep it tidy , but yes , i stress , once again , a few days at best .

2.
Was pretty apprehensive in going for CF tut today and the last week cos thanks to the late nights ive been having , i am unable to bring myself to crawl out of bed in the mornings . Furthermore , having taken the retest , i was rather sure i wouldnt fare very well . Imagine that ; unfavourable no ? Thankfully i managed to scrape through the test , which warrants me a deterrence from a lecture at least . Will note that i have to work a little harder for this module .

3.
I need a HAIRCUT . Quality of my hair is getting lousier (alright , maybe it is the lack of sleep to blame but i just want to feel more at ease by insisting on a haircut to cure my hair- it always works somehow btw) hopefully i can get one sometime in the next week .

4.
Stupid photography ate up my $4.50 ! WTF , for a guy i dont even like , a vileeee being .

5.
Presentation is tmr and i hope i dont screw up , i feel like i'll screw up somehow , but i'll put that thought aside for now and channel my energies to my confidence ! (yeah like that works) I cant practice though , its weird to recite , so what i'll do after this entry is to look at the report and understand first . Haha , somehow Alvin and Lyon have touched on a presentation topic with me in MSN seperately , tips included . Thanks guys :D

6.
Been thinking i cant tell what youre thinking , but i can make good guesses which however falls into 2 very extremely different end categories ; but you know ive always wanted to believe in you , hence i do away with the thinking lest i'll have a subconscious guess . However , even without thinking , i realise i always form a subconscious opinion that even i am not aware of-how i react and how i feel is based around this opinion , which may change if thought is induced , and which changes again with mood .

7.
Ive decided that when i can , I'll wear shorts and tees and not skinnies nor my beloved hoodies for the time being cos the weather is too hot for my favourite getup . Sometimes i dump a hoodie on the early mornings when i wake up feeling a little cold . Then i somehow chance upon the sky outside and realise there are becoming specks of bright light . So i abandon the hoodie and wear a polo or something . Sure enough , the sunlight starts to fill up after awhile .
Have no choice tmr though , formal wear for me .

8.
Am wondering whether the meteor shower later can be seen , i so want to get a picture !
Am also wondering what does it take .

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YO !

Ahhh~

Finally my work has cleared up and im able to slack the day away for once . And for this once , i hope to sleep early too (:
got my 2 favourite studs in already so im all set to leave da house early tomorrow~

i must say that slacking does give rise to excessive room for daydreaming; which is both a good and a bad thing cos it is somewhat good for creativity , and it dilutes the line between reality and fantasy if only just subtly , which is a good thing since too much of facts can be rather taxing . However sometimes its hard to make your thoughts go the way you want it too and sooner or later you realize its unsatisfactory and that you seem to be encasing yourself in something you dont really want in reality by stereotyping the roles in situations .

i know this is probably not a very good explanation/theory but its the best i can give right now .

Need to stimulate some creative juices as of now y'knw ?
It's the key(i think) to proactive thinking which i have to use to figure out what i want , and to what extent i can do with life .
Another option is to just go with the flow cuz yes , i agree that its not important to me at the moment . Should i try and make something special out of it , or is it not worth the trouble ?
I am not armed with big ambitions , i only have interests .

Seems to me im still enshrouded in fog . Maybe as time goes by it might clear if i keep trying to make my way , or perhaps someone can come along and clear it for me .

Alright , I'll end off with my new buy today- another sliver bracelet ! Been eyeing on it for quite long , although the one i bought wasnt the initial one ive been eyeing . Had to get in case all of 'em get sold~
Haha , i know i really like silver , bracelets , earrings , watches , pouches , practically anything that is rather or somewhat blinged . I wont ever get enough of them :DD
I'll consider posting a pic soon .

Hurs~ Going to sleep soon , early as promised ! ^_^

wake up , he's not worth ...

Gene: 0.0 You like solid, dependable AND MEATY!
EI ! that was uncalled for ! Gaw . Buy me more merpets.. >A<

Yet another late night blog . Srsly not getting enough sleep . How does waking up with impaired vision sound ? Blehx.
Onemanga updated only one manga that i wanna read today ! ): though yes , its better than nothing . Im soooo sleeeppppyyyy .
Seems like all of us are quite busy nowadays ):
Try to leave a tag if you come by :B
Good night!

i dont fancy individuals who dont feel real , nor those who throw their words and fancies around . I like solid & dependable , & thats all that there is .

Just came back not long ago after spending the day taking photos and basically hanging around near BPP area :D
Quite a new experience and i wouldnt mind doing it again soon !

Although I'm drop dead tired and wondering whether I have enough time to finish up what i have to do . That aside though , I just want to kick back and relax , which is exactly what i have in mind for the coming hours to come . Work tomorrow ~
Im beat~
Though thanks guys , for making the day entertaining (:

cant you make me feel like im not wasting my efforts , this isnt something stupid , and i dont mean so much ?