Wonderlust ♥

Damnit , i think my laptop needs servicing again and i dont think there's warranty left ..
I'll just have to go check later . Its making a heck a lotta noise , which includes loud and insufferable beeping when i turn it on . It sucks . This sucks . Currently backing up my data in my 8gb thumbdrive first , including my newly installed photoshop . I have only a short time online actually , and not being able to get what i want done makes me effing pissed . Ive been getting headaches these couple of days consecutively too , very annoying . Especially hate climbing the bridge where when i reach the top i can literally hear my blood pounding in my head/ears . Yeah , it is that bad . Tell me when my mood can perk up abit more . Hope you made sense of this post . IM PISSED . Goodnight .

Fyi , i got a haircut last Wednesday .
Short + tail , but dont like the fringe on the right side cos its too short !
Somewhat needs styling .The overall is ok :)


These pics are an attempt to make the blog less undead actually :(






I cant find the picture taken ystd- MC , Mars and CT + me , so i cant post it ! RAWR !~
I... Have browsed thru Marina's blog in hopes of obtaining the pics , but its un-updated :X
MC's blog too >A< ...
so dun say i didnt try !



I will undate my profile page later . (maybe)
I have to rush a couple of things today actually , but i am rather lazy .
Its pretty late now and i still feel like going out . Damn , dont tell me its stay home day today :(



Monday i should be able to get my new nds game . And i just saw one uber dashing blue coloured psp - not the previous 2 , this one is a different shade and its just sososo nice . (like teh font colour but a little darker) I want ittt !~ :/

ps , about the 2 movies i caught recently , push is rather nice , especially so if you love action packed shows ; it's a definite must see . I think the way the characters of the people in the movie is revealed bit by bit comes out in a very nice flow , of course it's also thanks to the good acting by the cast .
so just give it a try if you want to catch a movie :D
Race to Witch Mountain is entertaining ^^ *spoilers!*
its nice , but somehow i feel it seems to be a family movie . Dont quote me , these are just my opinions , but both , are good !




A day should have 33 hours in it or something right ?
:(









My bet is zilch , but you have never let me fall too hard , so there's no reason for you to start now ; well actually there is , but i guess now isnt the time yet , what i want to say is that i only actually have one thing in mind from you , that is your companionship ; in whatever way it is , its still some reprieve , actually aplenty , though i guess you wont be very keen , but im hoping . i may be crazy but i dont know , what is considered thinking straight , do i have to ?









Fathin: *GRINS* Why does it feel like its dead aroud here? =P
Fathin: hahaha. Ur mum is hilarious! =D
Haha , i know ! I'll try harder soon :D . yeps~
Jayme: Ahahahahaha!!! Person dio splash!!! Just like wad happened to me few yrs ago..X=
Lol , did you look inside the vehicle ?
MC: Ahh! U went to pierce w/o telling me!Pffttt lol
If you wanna we can go again tgt ?

I fucking had it with some other time , and senseless crap from some people . Im going to get my way this time , just you wait and see if i dont .

Alright , so i go 2 ways . Either I simmer down and give in , or I remain obstinately unmovable . Well , ive been feeling like i give in a lot these days to many people in general and im pretty much damn sick of it . SICK , geddit ? What's with them ? It dont kill to be more likeable , more polite , more pleasant , more logical , or at least just not make me angry with you for crying out loud . Sigh . Just understand that i want to have fun , and be my age . Or that im easily irritable , so stop doing things that annoy me stop making me unhappy . Think twice before you act , and scram the heck away if you want to show any colours .

Pessimistic side , here we go at full force to up throw the stupidity of the world aites !
Dont bother me , I'll be too busy gathering my dark energy . Good night .


So here I am thinking about impossible things , acting on the whims of my dreams ,
knowing I'm going to get myself crushed again . How clever .

What do you do if you have 2 conflicting sides within you that make you an upset and a little in between person ? Why , you create split personalities of course . Hoho :B

Pardon me for the lack of updates-kinda ; as in not really being a very active netizen for the time being . I miss my blog aye . As well as the ones of others . I'll take my time then during the weekends .
Had piercings done today , just ears.. Sigh . Lip pierce is something I'll never get done even though i really wanna . It'd be good if people came up with the concept of magnetic lip studs . Haha !
Pokemon Platinium is gnna be out soon . MINE ~

my dreams are but short snippets .
when i dream of you , i dont want to wake .
when it ends , i wake and put it on replay .
Just that moment , it takes everything away , ive never felt so complete .
How've you been ?


15/3/09
A little something about rainy days .
Today I was happily enjoying my cold bus ride till the woman in front of me ruined it , cos her hair kept falling on my legs . Of course I repositioned myself , I thought it was fine , then she tilted her head and damn , there we go again .
So here's some advice .
If you want to sleep on a bus , make sure your hair isn’t long and tied up , or its well taken care of . There I was , thinking not so nice and murderous thoughts till I happened to witness the bus go by a large puddle of water and splash the whole load of it on a passerby with an umbrella .
I don’t know why , but I was really happy . Someone’s having a worse time than me it seems .
At least I only have to bear with hair . That person has to bear with lots of water :D
Then I noted , if a bus ever splashes water on me , I should look inside at the passengers and scream bloody murder at the one smiling away . Maybe that’ll scare him/her a little .

I came back home at night , and my mom told me 40 trees in the park were uprooted by the heavy storm today . I actually felt a little sorry for the trees , and a little impressed .

Then I thought for awhile and asked: ni zhe me zhi dao shi 40 ge ?
(how do you know its 40?)

Mom: *smiles happily* ying wei wo kan dao zhe me duo ge dao xia, wo qu shu ta ma .
(because I saw so many fallen trees , so I counted them)

Me: …

So that is how I went from feeling sorry for the trees and impressed by the storm to being amused by my mom .

Mars: Pawning em? Hmm with ur encouragement, i'll try!!! U wanna own apartment?? I wonder how michelle's house gonna be... =DD
Hehe . Next time come visit ! We can live tgt too ! haha XD

^^

During work today , i got my most fascinated customer thus far . Alright , not exactly a customer.. But that works so lets just label him as that . I actually got summoned by my colleague at the counter , cos he is chinese speaking , and she's a malay . Now , whenever i handle chinese speaking people i tend to be a little apprehensive .
I got one call today that requires chinese , and directions . Perfect- 2 subjects that i major in . I transferred after awhile of course lest i get the guy lost .
Back to the most fascinated customer , he was , i concluded from the sight of it , trying to find a set of keys . Armed with that knowledge , i tried to ask what he wanted to open and i managed to grasp that he wants a key that is fat , broad and flat and that the door that needs to be opened is near the toilet . So we , retrieved the right key for him .
And upon receiving it , our customer looked at it with glistening eyes , turning it back and forth within his hands and exclaimed , overjoyed , like as if it opens a cage of the cutest creature of another world(my analogy and my definition of cute)and that kind of flipped on a amused switch in me . Its indescribable =_= but i tried .
I never knew this kinda people still exists ! He was smiling so happily all the way back too , not forgetting to explain to us that the door slammed shut on him while he was looking away ; in a very amusing way ! The key is for the storeroom btw .
I should learn a thing of two from him . I think it'll make my life interesting , very interesting indeed .

10 things about today:

1. On a crazy impulse , wondered if i should give my ahlob a birthday . (ahlob=my pet lobster, bought today by my mom , named by Jamie !) Then realized with a stab that today's the 9th , which makes it 4 months since . So yes , my ahlob has a birthday now , which for every month that he ages , it's another month since our last real encounter .

2. I really hope my ahlob is a male lobster .

3. I decided that office sweets are scary when i realized i had one melted inside my skinnies . And the person keeps distributing them , like everyday ! Brownies are good though . Mmm , yeah , cheesecake brownies *drools*

4. Recently when i say some things , i dont think i mean them , but i say them with a lot of bitterness . I feel a lot of bitterness . And at the moment i say it , i cant think of anything better , like as long as I feel it enough , it has to be that way . I have alot of pent up feelings which i dont know how to release .

5. Today is rather soothing with the rain .

6. I found out i am very happy doing paperwork , happy when doing service , and unhappy when doing com work- or mayhaps it be just excel files . BRR .

7. My shoes got immersed in a whole pool of water , making it wet ; twice since i worked !! First my skinnies now my shoes :( what kind of lousy period is it for my belongings .

8. Lunch with Jamie at banquet , and i caught the whole Wolverine trailer . Hugh Jackman is sososo hot as wolverine , like whoah . 29th April , come faster ! <3

9. Godbrother Gene called today ! When he's in a good mood , it puts me in a better mood (: The best if im happy from the start and it elevates ! Go out soon yesssh ? how bout watching Wolverine tgt ? Haha !

10. I have a number of things to do which i havent done T_T Formatting's screwed again . Sorry about the tags reply .

will: www.william-twq.blogspot.com link me alrights , in a few minutes =X

Fathin: Who's the guy im e drawing? The one w specs looks cooler. Btw u look nice in white. Haha. HIRUMA <3>Mars: And umm Nell is a kid rite?? Long time nvr follow up bleach.. x_x hmm . Nell got grown up and kid form =X . hees . The grown up form will first appear when Ichigo fights with Noitora (after fight with Grimmjow) methinks .
Mars: Waah susu praise lor!! From tat teddy bear damn rare one! XDD Thanx for everytime update der.. =DDD hehe . Me likes to update . But havent update about that time we eat at bento tt one ):
Jayme: Noted.. buy 1554. yeah !
Gene: I like that it's simple.. and no sudden strange posting of me!!! Gaww. Haha , I should do a spam someday :DD

5/3/09
Today feels fine . Today's mood is good .
Well , the good mood kicked in in the afternoon and im lucky its still with me now .
In the morning i was still cursing my luck , and on the fact that why do i actually plan programmes or help people ? Im apathatic to the extent that i couldnt care less really !
I find events a waste of time and resources too , so why are there so many ?
1554 of them to be exact =_ =
ARGH .
Might as well buy 4d and hope it opens , cos i suffered !
Since afternoon i simmered down , happily did other things , and now im in the , the world is nice mood .
Yeah , im just lying on the bed with my fan on enjoying the rain feeling like a contended cat or something . Oh , and i just pulled over my covers , cuddling a little better :)

Had a perilious walk home just now ; sudden bright flashes in the sky and me hoping i that wouldnt suffer the same fate as the merlion , cos i happened to be the tallest object in the vacancy . But the chances are low anyway right ? >_<
Well , as you can see , i got home safely albeit a little wet .
Ate , went to bathe , and found a new shampoo in the toliet :D
So i delightedly took my time , and the shampoo is good ! Smells like grape ; my favourite kind :D
I dont know about glam , gloss and shine though , cos after checking out the mirror- no visible effects . Damn , i liked the glossy advertisment bit D:
But its a good shampoo ! i vouch for it . Its metallic purple in colour too =X

As for today , i had to pull off some stunts in lose cockroaches . Why is the return journey home so dangerous everyday ?!

Im feeling low scale happy but yes happy :D
I want to shop ! but idk what to buy~ Haha :B


susu: michelle! rofl you never fail to update XD
I take that as a compliment ? :P
Gene: You don't wear your M first! I trade with you.
wear liao le . One week leh ! Somemore i got wet so many times.. T_T
Gene: Good! Keep your blog posts like the recent ones. I like! =DD
?! you like me to feel unhappy ? Gaw .
Or could it be you like Hiruma too ? Or is this about your pictures ? Haha ! Be more specific >_<

Shag =_=
like pretty much able to see shag shag . Haha !
Let the pictures show you .



Godbrother Gene !
I prefer my L sized tee rather than my M sized one . (we did a one for one trade ; so now i have one L , one M ) Both fits nicely but i somehow like the oversized one . XD

ARGH .
I want to get the stupid thing done with and I wanna be able to find my song ! Need to update playlist :(


sometimes , people tend to spark a little annoyance in you by doing or asking things that seem very unnecessary . But if i mull over it , the point hits home very hard . its just a subtle and not so profound way to say i miss you , dont forget about my existence ; come back for me soon .
just like the way i used to..
do you know , just a slight bit how i feel ?

Attachment , busybusy .
In a pissy mood today .