Wonderlust ♥

so i heard you missed me ?

Contrary to the previous post i am in significantly higher spirits hence it's contributing inspiration to me blogging about my all time favourite topics ;  art , fashion and hair .
(i bet you would look at this statement and think i am a hairdresser by occupation but nay i'm really not)

to start things off here is my new mini project i'm working on , tyranitar gijinka (OC) :D

maybe cuz i'm too hyped up for the release of pokemon x and y , it is less than 2 months away !

i virtually do not have any time to work on this blue haired baby though :(
i only give him a few hours for one to two days in a week but i'm hoping i will have more time for him the following week onwards . i'm trying to do more realistic looking hair this time around , it is extremely tedious having only my mouse cuz it limits the strokes i can pull off . but hey , if i never try i'll never grow . tediousness is not sucha big deal *determined* that being said i still can't wait to get my hands on my tablet .

upcoming IT fair is just around the corner and i'm hoping i'd be able to pick something up !
(doesnt have to be my tablet , camera or surface but that would be really neat too)

nothing much to elaborate about fashion lately , same old obsessions in the form of animal prints , muscle tees , shorts , bandage skirts , bodycon and maxi dresses . got a feeling that it's just gonna stay this way cuz i've already found my comfort zone in the clothes range department . got to say that i would like to own more of the above stated though , especially shorts .

i'm a sucker for badass shoes but mostly i lounge around in slippers . cuz they earn so much more points for comfort and i feel they perfectly compliment any outfit (k this may be just me and a handful of some others *shrugs*)

but anyway . showing some pictures on the rare occasion that i bring my shoes out for a spin:
(heather shoes from lowrys farm- really like their range)
(trusty crocs which must be my most worn shoes- remind me to drop by mango for this top)

there's still quite awhile to go but once my hair gets longer , i've decided to dye or dip dye it a burgundy shade ! i do like my current ash brown hair but to be honest , i super love mauve shades so i was thinking of trying it out . plus i've never had a mauve shade done before so i'm feeling quite excited about it :)

one of the downsides to having an office job would be that i can't be too adventurous with my hair so the trick is to be subtle and choose shades that are sitting on the fence if you know what i mean .

still , mauve shades fade pretty fast to dark brown :( 

so maybe i should choose ash brown still with highlights .l

will start looking at more pictures when the time nears , lemme know what you think !

till next time ~

everything that kills me makes me feel alive

oh hello .

been nursing an obsession with reading recently . nothing new since i seem to be always pointedly harboring some current blatant obsession with a certain something or other .
reading combined with other feelings sorts of makes me want to blog .
anyway , disclaimer here that this post is just gonna be a mess of musings and short (didcha miss it ?)

before that though , i think i'm reallly gonna blow a hole in my pocket cuz i have so many costly things i would like to own in terms of gadgets , namely a new camera (either olympus e-pl5 or lumix gf6) , tablet (creative bamboo- medium) , surface or ipad . plus i have yet to read up on them cuz i'm too lazy like so .

tough .

*reminder to self to get a couple of things sorted out before saturday*
 i'll never get it done otherwise , no more stalling . will blog about my gadgets if i do get them :)
(keeping my fingers crossed here)

dropping by to update again soon !


on certain occasions i want nothing more than to be left alone , but on others mostly i seek a sense of want .
i desire to feel a sense of need which tends to translate to me making unexplainable choices or bad decisions to get what i want , which i don't really reflect on nor feel as if it matters because i live my life for the moment and not for the future . i don't normally see things too far ahead . it may be a bad decision or a bad choice in general , but i can't exactly say the same for myself . i deliberately distance myself every single time although it doesn't help that i am charmed because it is normally you constantly reaching out for me and when i reach out you never turn away . it is whimsical ; something i want to keep , it is a constant , never changes and an anchor . things i can rely on are important , however i should know better if i don't want to keep it up forever . which i never intended to , but you never stopped trying , i got weaker and it just happened to flow into the pace of our lives . currently i am sated somewhat so i've stopped and this could be a good time for a half hearted attempt to let go . it's almost funny how i'm seemingly in love with anything dysfunctional .

the past few posts have all been rushed and hurried , so to make it up i will invest writing this one . also sorry about all the narcissism you see in the posts recently due to the abundance of selfies taken and the apparent lack of time which also leads to the apparent lack of updates *blows dust off this space*

before that , how have you been doing lately ?

we are halfway through the long weekends so here is a virtual push to get doing the things you want to get done ! i should speak for myself becuz i have yet to start clearing any items off my list of 'to-do' things , but as you know , i am more inspired and productive whenever i put it in writing .

although half of the weekends were anything but productive , i had fun shopping with merlyn on thursday .

merlyn is the best shopping and foodie buddy i have eva ♥
somehow when we shop together we manage to find more things we like (bad point is we end up being more spendthrift than usual) and eat more things we like (which also translate to us being gluttons) but we do have a lot of fun :D

probably one of the reasons why we are such good shopping buddies is because we have no qualms worrying about each other getting impatient while the other tries things and we never lose enthusiasm when waiting or scurrying around the place . in fact we get more hyped up the more we walk around , and we always encounter interesting things which really gives us a major boost .


(the food you see here; udon , scallop sushi , premium prawn sushi , salmon sushi , tuna sushi and hamachi , is only half of what we actually ordered . the oyako don , chawamushi , crabstick sushi , smoked salmon sushi , lobster salad sushi and black sesame ice cream are missing in the picture)

d'you see what i mean about our eating regimen ? :B

sushi and udon cravings are fulfilled for at least a week ♥
we had this dinner at genki sushi located in orchad central btw , which you really must try if you haven't .

my shopping haul lately consists of 2 tops from everlast and my first romper from mds:


and this is the minion i have completed sketching and colouring this month ;

also used in mass card production:
yeah , it's rather hurried to the lines are not so clean , but it sits fine with me .
after the second last batch of cards are given out tmr this picture is going on my IG and FB account ~

here's a sneak preview for the 2nd last batch:

i'm gonna be lacking sleep again tomorrow ;
but it's worth it if it makes the people i love a little bit happier :)

i always have this problem with cards cuz to complete them i need motivation to which the trigger is mostly time rather than inspiration *sulks*

nonetheless i really like how they turned out so i should stop complaining aite . i gotcha .

hope you found this post a better read than it's predecessors too !

will be hitting this space with more artworks the next time :)

i close my heart and question not what i do not wish to know the answers to