Wonderlust ♥

Hello ~

initially i wanted to blog about something more deep since my last few posts have been somewhat picture posts and you might be sick of seeing me plastered all over my blog , but i thought about it ; and hey , i give up , i'm just gonna be plastering more . i'm too tired to follow through with a philosophical post as it requires too much thought which i don't really have the mood for .

(and the less you hear of my philosophy the better it is for you i think)

haha ! anyway normally deep posts are triggered by something which i brush aside quite fast .
you can tell i'm not a dangerous person since i am simple . take for example when i get angry , it's a simple kind of anger . i won't spend my time plotting on how to extract revenge or anything as tiresome as that (though i sometimes hold grudges) . i just vent it at that point in time and feel happy or guilty afterwards .

sometimes though , i think i may have anger management issues because i have uncontrollable reactions . such as i can literally feel the blood rushing to my face or rushing through my body , at other times i can't help myself shaking or beginning to tear from anger .
(luckily i don't experience the tearing reaction nowadays)

being naturally apathetic as i am; and even more so lately , i keep brushing my emotions aside ; that's why you don't see any self reflections in italics captioned at the top or bottom of each post like i used to do . at this point in time i don't care if i'm not being healthy , i just feel a little tired .
d'you think i should be bothered by this ?

ok , it's now time to show you my new year haul so far !

people get new year shoes but i gotz new year slippers :D

tell me it looks nice and i'll be very happy :p

the first new year dress i bought:


all the dresses i bought are crazy short D:
but they were too pretty i couldn't resist .

here is my second:
bodycon dress i love !
as much or more than i love bandage skirts .
because it's super easy to wear with any cardigan/sweater/jacket .

after falling in love with turquoise all over , decided that my new year colour it'll be .
went ahead and got myself another one:

erm .
i know there may not be much obvious difference from the first one but here are 5:
 
-longer
-less richer in colour
-different material
-puffed sleeves
-pockets

see ?

i dislike puffed sleeves but since im gna be wearing my trusty sweaters anyway , it's all good .

my other 2 new year clothes is a cream top and brown dress .
no photos of them yet so next time .

cream top is a couple top with merl ♥ . hers is in hot pink !

bye now .

i really need to draw a crocodile of my own .
even though i got the feeling i may have to redo him 10 times .

♥♥♥

well , this is technically my first post of 2013 !

hope everyone is doing fine , and cheers to new happy beginnings .
the first few days of 2013 have been interesting to say the least and that's a good thing .
i dislike it very much when my life starts to feels stagnant , because i know then i'm in for a dry spell . did i forget to mention , i really hate dry spells and it is in my nature to react to each one with a terribly foul mood .
roller coasters are much better be it good or bad ; but of course , one can always secretly and greedily hope for it to be good consistently . lol .

truth to be told , my new year resolution will be the same as always .
lose more weight , eat less meat , own more pretty gadgets/items , start practicing on more sketches and complete more pieces for a decent portfolio , get another account up and running (blogger or wordpress)
but the day you see me taking new year's resolution seriously is when the resolution is to see the results of my resolutions . confusing ?

okok , i will put in some efforts to these resolutions since i like 2013 .

had a good shopping haul during the weekend which makes me happy and relaxed .
the retail therapy got rid of most of the rebellious mood hovering over me like a haze the previous week , and for that i'm grateful . by rebellious i imply that even when i'm unprovoked , i get the urge to do things in a way that will cause others inconvenience or pain .
(yup normally this reflex only kicks in when provoked , and not to everyone)

first loot was at cotton on , where i went to pick up a new cardigan and some basic tops/skirts .
and got myself a new fb dp as a bonus . how cool is that . hah .
wore merl's present while out shopping ♥

eyesight for my right eye is deteriorating and i find that when i wear specs it helps me to focus better , even though it has no degree . in the event that i need to wear specs , i will consider just changing the lens for this pair because i really really like it so getting a new pair would be a waste .

reminiscing my childhood i faintly (ok maybe not so faint) recall praying daily for spectacles and to be a boy . but now that i think about it , i'm very happy without specs and being a girl thank you very much .

i've been super into bandage skirts lately !
i got this pair and another blue patterned one . 
and didn't get this because it was too tight to feel comfy .
nor this cuz material felt too weak to resist my violent tendencies .

i swore i rotated this so idk what happened .
this haul from watsons made me rather elated as well .
hahaha because i like having new shampoo to use . and new combs .
the rest are just an added bonus .

ending off with the basic top from cotton on i talked about just now .
(the other one is grey in colour so just picture it yourself)

will try to update again soon :)