Wonderlust ♥

& when the daylight comes i'll have to go
but tonight i'm gonna hold you so close


Ohai !

yup i'm squeezing in a short entry for the week .
as usual super busy week and i only sleep about 5 to 6 hours a day :(
so my weekends are gonna be spent sleeping in till late .

recently i feel there have been ripples in my life .
things that always used to be constant are not so constant anymore .
and as much as i resist change as much i embrace it , i can't decide .

reflective stuff aside , i finally gave the correct directions today !
lol whut , it's the first accomplishment of it's kind for my 22 years of life .
... can you see how bad my directions are now ?
today's directions were super simple for once *beams*

novena mrt station .

lol . idk why strangers like to approach me and always approach me for directions .
difficult directions that are always to do with block number or street :x
i only recognize iconic places , i reallllly can't do blocks .

since my birthday passed , i've bumped into more memorable figures near my area .
one that asked me how to get to block XXX whom i promptly pointed him in the wrong direction .
but his reaction was: ehhhh ? isn't it that way ?
and he was right ! omg don't ask me for directions when you know it better then me :x
i'm glad all of the people who approach me are super sharp ! lolol .

well maybe i'll share about the others another time . i need my slp .

bai :)
xoxo

in this crazy world of choices i've only got a few ,
either you're coming with me ,
or i'm coming with you .

Figured it's time to blog since i haven't updated for eons :x
well at least it feels like eons to me if it doesn't to you .

warning: super long post , probably the longest i have (?)

so i realized a long time ago , my interest are mainly these:
-art
-hair
-fashion
-games
-gadgets
-books

and the list goes on .
maybe i'll be taking up dance though , and maybe i'll like it .
wellll . only 50/50 since i'm not sure if i'll be stoic or not .

so when i blog , you have to be prepared it's most likely going to be one of the above .

and no , food is not really my interest because i don't go around trying and taking photos of all food , giving reviews and analyzing for you what is nice about it , plus i most likely wont be able to tell you where nice foods are in a certain vicinity. except for bubble tea probably :)

today this blog post is mainly inspired by hair and fashion , and on my birthday because i'm random like that .

i'll start off by showing you the new tiger shirt i got:

which i wore to celebrate my bdae with these peeps ^. ^:

ive been wanting another tiger shirt for quite sometime so currently super happy with this .
could be better if it had long sleeves though and maybe lesser holes ?
rawr :D

this is the gift jamie brought me from macau and passed to me that day:
i like it ! it's furry and cute *hearts*

and this is the present they got me !
my heart was beating fast when i saw through what was under the flag actually :x
my first new crocodile figurine heh .
although this was not the one i was thinking of buying for myself  :x
but i still like it plenty ~

let me indulge a little first ...

*ahem*

these 2 where actually the ones i thought of getting

as the flow of events over the past weeks progresses , started hunting for d&d outfits for the 17th.
lucky we started early cuz somehow it was terribly hard to pick .

this is the only other dress i considered from miss selfridge:

went with this in the end:

and here is where i will ramble about hair again 

i decided i quite like this hairdo i did so i've done it quite a few times after .

i find this is a good video to watch for hairstyle inspirations:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gEyhIfpZTk&list=LLYWTJsIPVQGA-2P6L4Hlieg&feature=mh_lolz

(nvm that it was actually a failed attempt at something faux mohawk inspired)
because i'm forever obsessed with my hair , i've decided that my next up and coming haircut will be an asymmetrical bob that looks something like these:

more so to min's (left) one :)
right one is only so you get a clearer picture of what i want .

not too flashy and i probably won't get caught for it . i find it to be a good choice since i always have the dilemma of wanting to show my ears or at least ear , and i don't like wax or any gel like substance on my hair which means i won't style my hair if i got short hair .

i like scene hair alot btw but obviously no one really wears scene hair and its too attention seeking .
these are some examples of scene hair i like:

alright alright . i'll stop with the hair .
next time i mention it will be when i go for my haircut or highlights i promise !

so yeah , this load here is mostly all my presents which truth to be told , i have yet to take a picture of some of them:
bdae cake from parents , watch from jamie:
 merl's black puff which i keep taking photos with :p
merl brought me to sentosa for my bdae dis year !
took alot of photos of the iconic merlion:


 ...
even more with the black puff though .

our prop for the day~

before this crane dance we went for all the 3d stuff at imbiah station !
unfortunately i dont have pictures of them .
unfortunately also it wasn't very thrilling and thrilling rides were for the wrong reasons !

 ended of with visiting this stop for ice cream :D
and now my workstation looks like this .

took a group photo with them too but its not with my phone and i don't have it yet~

will end here and save the other presents for part II .
k i needa slp now .

goodnight :))

if you happened to come across my fb status 6 days ago ...
you will probably figure that my dog has already passed on .
it's quite hard to write this , but i would like to get it off my chest so you're welcome to sit through .

firstly , i generally hate pity so when i post on fb im not expecting any of that .
i just want to acknowledge that this is a major event that has taken place in my life .
and even if i may not show it much , i will definitely be affected .


Nobel (pronounced 'Noble') is a shetland sheepdog , born on 10.10.1997 , passed away on 03.11.2012 .
making him 15 years and 30 days old . in dog years which i heard is 7 times of human years , 105 years .

the start of any journey is normally the sweetest .

i had him since end of primary 1/start of primary 2 so we grew up together around the same age .
for us being around similar age means we did more things together that doesnt feel out of place .

i still remember having him on my lap and lying on the floor together .

continued on until he was too big to sit on my lap and me sitting instead of lying on the floor .
such behavior changes when we slowly grew up . i enjoyed his other quirks like stopping me from looking at fishes so i would pay attention to him instead . even baiting him with a squeaky toy so he would go after it .


during my younger years i spent most of my time at home so i had alot of time with him ,
but when i grew up , school , work and other activities kept me from home .
i generally like outside activities since home was a little boring for me unless i wanted to work .
around this time he grew older too , less active and sometimes not willing to play much so we spent less time from each other .

so i felt we did drift further away from each other , caught up in our own world and our own time .
but sometimes we would both put in a burst of effort for old times sake .


im glad and grateful for all of what we had and everything we shared although i always did think that it is a little unfair .

unfair that even though our candles were lighted about the same time , yours burnt out so fast whereas mine still has two thirds or three quarters left . rate too fast and length too short .

as much as i feel this way , i accept it because i know it can't be helped .


and from day 1 i met you i already knew you were meant for me and i wouldnt have it any other way ♥

 ( super camera shy too btw :] )