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Wonderlust ♥

before i start this post , just want to complain that i think someone's been messing around with my facebook account . because i realized recently that i've been unfriended(?) /unfriended a couple of people . ok i admit , perhaps some people do want to unfriend me , but most of them have no reason to . and it's stupid to feel sad/bewildered/confused when it happens if it's not their intention . seriously this person messing around needs to get a life . i just added back one person (since i know definitely or at least 90% we are good) , who accepted , but for those that i'm a little apprehensive i've yet to send a friend request . 
well ... tbh actually i only figured another 2 but 1 of them is an irritating guy so it's just 1 . but i happen to know that my friends do sometimes decrease though not drastically .
i do know for sure that my old friendster account has been hacked before because some mean comments to one person were posted under my account which is certainly not my doing (this happened years ago btw and i found out years ago too) . seriously wtf this *%&#@ needs to get a life period . although you probably know me in real life but you are ridiculous -. - and i've had enough of ridiculous people . 
or if you just want to be manipulative or have a grudge , well you should get f***ed too cos no matter who you are to me you deserve it . 
it's unnerving enough as it is to not have absolute control over your own account . have alrd changed pw so hopefully i get rid of the idiot . (as curious as i am to know who it is though)


Ohai !

taken while sleepyhead merl is taking her time to wake/eat/shower and bring me out to eat .
stayed over on monday , and full day activity on tues ~
jubeat(ed) , bball(ed), collected our passports , harry potter exhibition .

fancy collar & golden buttons day :)

when she finally finishes waking/eating/showering :D
our passports :D
in the bus ~

♥
sorry i don't have much pictures because my phone was running on a 27% battery on tuesday .
maybe when merl posts the photos on facebook i'll return here to edit this space .

and somehow all the pictures taken are super exposed so my hair is super gold :p

half dragged myself to work on wed and my lips are cracking :(

ending with some random musings about my food regime !

i feel i make a better food artist then a food blogger . objective reasoning being that i can paint or draw any sort of aesthetic looking food (certainly not food like chicken/frog legs please) such as cakes , pastries , pasta and meat . and i would probably fail as a food blogger because of my consistency in food and impatience . my favourite meal will consist of (curry) rice/pasta with tea . with such choices that i attempt to woof down on any opportunity available , it's boring to blog about ! can you imagine me always talking about different types of rice/pasta/teas ? photo quality furthermore may not be up to standard since my priority is almost always on consuming the foods :D

(believe it or not curry fish (fillet) rice and teas which i super super like comes in abundance near my workplace . i am super grateful :D)

um . ok im done . enjoy .

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Gonna blog about my new buys and getaway plans !

accompanied jamie shopping for formal wear on sun and merl clothes shopping thereafter . tried a heck load of clothes myself but didn't get any (although i was tempted by the too short adidas jacket, top and denim from dorothy perkins as well as dress from shana)

since our plan was to shop and then ddr , casual clothes day ~

i'm age/occupation conscious when i dress casually since i don't look my age . when i dress nicer i guess it helps a little so sometimes it's worrying for me if i meet customers face to face . i've since remedied this by dressing not too casually on saturdays but it's such a pain D:
(ok not so much but it limits my choice of clothes)

show you what i tried and also the reason why i didn't get them

dorothy perkins top and denims . hmm well . the top and denims are both a little pricy for my liking . 
i like them though so maybe next time .
and i would use this kind of combination for my everyday wear too if i have slim arms and legs :p
but i don't so too bad :(

 adidas jacket . black with gold stripes my fav !
but as you can see it's sort of too small D:

Dress from shasha which is realllly nice too ; but which i will only wear if tummy is washboard flat so nah .

top from dear laura which merl also tried and got .
and which i didnt get because it's translucent which equals troublesome ! 

another mainnnn reason why i didn't get any of the above is because i need to limit my spendings .
because i got another item on my wishlist which is :
my gold earrings !
so pretty right ? :D 
 ignore the weird face .
 so yup that's all about my new buys/kiv items .


about my getaway plans , i'm keen to go overseas this year cos i've gotta $500 budget to spend . spent my previous benefits on this laptop that i'm using right now , and it's sweet . i don't think i need anymore gadgets (since i can't use the benefit on a camera *sigh*)

and it's good to go overseas anyway i think . couple of reasons why i never travelled before is that:
i prefer to own things & money- (1) & (2) meaning that i rather spend what i have on things i can own , but this problem is taken care of cos i got a $500 subsidy .
worry- (3) strange as it sounds i don't worry about my parents so much (but still do) because they can take care of themselves . i mostly worry about my dog who is already rather old . i'm afraid that when i come back home he won't be there to greet me anymore , which incidentally is the one thing i look forward to the most when i come back home from camps/stayovers etc.
i can imagine myself feeling the same way in future so if you have intentions of bringing me overseas often , you better convince me i shouldn't keep a dog . or perhaps to keep a cat since cats seem more independent .
but yeah .

reasons why i feel going overseas is good:
i find going to beaches/hot springs relaxing and shopping/sightseeing exciting . but since i'm going , need to do some researching which is troublesome . my parents seem to think that going in a big group is safe and small is more dangerous . personally i think it's ok? depends on your luck i suppose .

overseas plans also don't seem to work out so well unless you are with people that are super eager . i believe  me , jamie , rini , alvin , jj , joel and chi shan have a phuket and taiwan trip somewhere in future (?) for my colleagues there is a taiwan trip and one day stayover at pula ubin sometime in future too . but most likely im going with merl on a 4d3n trip to a near country in aug . (although i think 3d2n sounds better but merl says it's not enough)

(since i'm not the super eager one , need to have a super eager one to make me agree)
 as it's still in progress i'll update you on that soon too .

resting today ! will be going out later . ciao ~


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Ok , so i faintly remember saying this before: i've got a sweet tooth .

i'm a fan of all things sweet and nothing beats consuming sugary drinks when i'm cooped up at home working on something . today i even had bbt delivered to me yay ♥ but it's already finished fml .
not enough , so sipping ice lemon tea right now .


only his hair , face , googles and maroon part of the fur coat is fully done ;__;

because i have a somewhat short attention span/ low patience most of the time , i motivate myself in finishing my work by blogging/watching videos/surfing FB . and because of this , i've discovered some interesting videos !


other than the usual music videos i watch so often , today i watched a few piercing and hair tutorial vids . i know you must be thinking piercing videos are a weird choice of vids but i may be interested to do piercings someday , so i'm taking a look see . 


and i'm going to talk about hair tutorial videos in this entry~ 


i've given up on makeup videos and/or tutorials because i suck at makeup like how i suck at manicure (and in cosmetics in general) . if my gut feeling is correct , makeup may be like a trial and error sort of thing so it may have to be done a few times to get it right . and i'm too lazy to wear or remove any slattered on make up more than once a day so nope . not for me .


but after watching hair tutorial vids , i realized that it's useful so i'm sharing it here :D
for me i like a volume kind of look and i've always been able to style and cut my hair . i use little effort in styling nowadays because i dont keep spikes anymore . (in fact i don't even comb my hair sometimes)




the videos for getting puffy hair are a little extreme:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=esiNkRRpKiY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=fvwp&NR=1&v=BSRG5bGFvMU

nice but not suitable for everyday wear especially in sg , but you can just use the concept and do it mildly to create a voluminous effect .

it's really like art , use a large glob of paint , then slowly spread and even out based on your preference .
for hair , its use hairspray , run the comb through the other way then slowly comb the right way , how much depending on your preference .


may try it out sometime .


scene hairstyle/haircut videos are soooo interesting . wished i discovered it earlier , but even though i didnt , my fringe style and the way i cut my fringe is quite similar actually .


 if i do try for more puffy hair , i'll post pictures of it here for y'all to see ~


but i'm fine with my hair the way it is really :D

just good to have more styles at hand . ok boring post and im going to slp now . bai ♥ 
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Because blogging about things i like never gets old .

to me at least , and when typing the line above i was half thinking about saving it for the next time when i blog about big bang hahaha . but . you can choose to read it or not .

back to the post i posted 3 months ago- 04/03/2012
http://coolzoro.blogspot.sg/2012_03_01_archive.html

it's back to the subject of the 3 people that i want to do portraits of ! 
(ok 4 since T.O.P's one will be with GD)
if you don't already know , i've done Adam Lambert and Donnie Yen , and other non celebrities .

but these are all pencil sketches i've done so far and i've been thinking about actually colouring these portraits (yes im going to kill myself with all this photoshopping) cuz if you never you'll try never know .
pencil is my strongest element so i'm not confident with paint , and i'd probably have to watch/find a few hair/shading tutorials so yes very time consuming . motivation is coming at the wrong time though , seeing that my kidd is only like what 30% done ?

while checking out yet more photos , found that quite a few artist did a good job of Minzy:


realized that 2 are the same artist judging from the signature , so i did some research and found the artist who has lots of other nice works too ! (including TOP) hehe . go here: http://mimikumo.deviantart.com/
left credits :D

and omg look at this TOP from her gallery !

so talented .
i can totally see me photoshopping myself to death if i try .

anywayy minzy is one of the 4 that i want to do , and she's my bias in 2ne1 

 personally i find her really cute and she's my all time fav <3

 lesee . i like her chrome coloured (purple/above pic with the furry brown headgear) hair and lavender tinted one .

 watch this mv too :

(1:39 to 1:54)- ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7_lSP8Vc3o
for your convenience:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60azh_K_obQ
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Starships were meant to fly ~


basically gorged on food today and took some passport photos for my new passport .
passport photos are soooo nerdy :(

but since im blogging about this , i'll show you some attempts :

(1)
i like this but obviously can't pass cos it doesn't have the whole head

(2)
... nah .

(3)
wrong angle , face is too chubby !!
(even if i didn't mind so much , left eyebrow kinda covered , a little risky)

(4)
 compared to the rest , this is normal so just going to settle for this .

hahaha . although it's not particularly nice , i'm too lazy to try anymore =. =
passport photos are fail but it's okay (i don't use it so often)


its a 3 step process per photo:
- take photo with iphone cam
- resize photo with ICA online photo editor
- photoshop away the lines in my bg so that its completely white/adjust lighting


applying online is cheaper , $70 .
plus i have more faith in my own photography skills so it's a win win situation for me ~


in the process of application , dug out my vv old passport . primary sch photo super cute can :x
why do i look so grumpy anyway .
...
but it's cute , so maybe the trick for me is to cut bangs before taking passport photos .


T_T though initial plan was to photoshop loads today ,  haven't really had time to do kidd .
sob sob . not much progress .

to make up for all the passport photos , ending with an old normal photo !

i want my bob shorter at the back , so if anyone is going for a haircut soon lemme know so i can tag along 'k <3
off to eat dumplings and kidd , byebye ~


p.s. hope i get the confirmation letter for my passport soon so i can go with merl to collect coming tues !

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Short update .

- irritated to no end in the morning but calmed down within 5 mins . had a good day and didn't spoil the rest of my day .

-progress made ? (subjective but must be an optimist)

- longchamp medium in navy blue !
just nice there's a promotion , got it with a discount of like $70+ ?


feel so lucky wtf . ok imma happy girl now :D
what'd i tell you about looking forward to things !

xoxo
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I've got a deterrent for staying up late recently- cockroaches .
I'm serious . don't want to run out of my room screaming bloody murder at unearthly hours . screaming is so uncharacteristic of me i know . (i still maintain that it's not a really girly scream) but i just can't stand insects :(
keep having encounters with them which caused me to run on all 4 occasions , out from my room twice , out from the toilet once and to my lift once . all were equally as scary :( . room ones threatens me by flying and attacking my bed , toilet one drops down on the floor (luckily not on me) when i try to close the door ,  and i almost stepped on the void deck one . we panicked together after .


just thinking about it makes my skin crawl . if i had a few wishes probably one of them would be to rid the world of these critters once and for all ; ok , im whining but i've yet to recover from these traumatic experiences . seriously i think they are the scariest creatures in the world . 


assuming there will be no physical harm caused to myself , i'd rather cuddle with a crocodile , lion or tiger , all three of which i find rather cute and endearing . somehow if you ask me to choose a lion pit or cockroach pit i think i'll pick the lion pit . 


ok enough about the roaches , on to better things .


work on saturday was good actually though i did a little OT due to my last interview . but all of them were nice so that's good enough for me . after work went to collect photoshop cs3 from jj ! sucha lifesaver ♥ . was tired of not being able to colour works that i really wanted to colour and doing editing with lousy (ok lousier) programs .



here's my kidd wip . i predict i'll be spending alot of time on him .
and thereafter there's law . but it's somewhat therapeutic , albeit testing my patience so it's still all good .


everytime i colour somehow there will be a song that i keep playing on repeat .
as you can see , this time it's seungri's what can i do: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QZo5Ji43u8 
the song is catchy ~

ate super late lunch by the time i reached home on sat which was like 3 plus close to 4 , then went out to JP to meet jamie for shopping and chilling , some photos though i know they are already on fb :D
...did i mention how grateful i am that my bob looks rather cute in photos ? hahaha .


um . although i feel like writing a philosophical post , i'm a little lazy . kidd is taking up most of my space so the processing is now a little slow .

but i did say i'd do a romance post in the previous entry that's why even though it's long , i hope you'd take the time to read it :)

so as for what i mean about this feeling ,

if you use the dictionary, there are a few definitions:

noun- an exciting and mysterious quality (as of a heroic time or adventure) - (1)
noun- a novel dealing with idealized events remote from everyday life - (2)
noun- a story dealing with love - (3)
noun- a relationship between two lovers - (4)

i used to think (and i think it may be popular belief) that the word romance is (3 and 4) a story dealing with love or a relationship between two lovers . but after exposure with various sherlock holmes novels , i realized that the use of this word is not so limited and it was the word that places my feelings perfectly sometimes (1) , it is what i often seek (1) , and i also often dream about idealized events which makes (2) a frequent for me too . as such , i may be a helpless romantic in some ways .

no seriously , i wonder if others do often feel this way or it is just me .

from young i often encountered the feeling of romance (1) , even the smallest things could spark it off . but as i grew older , the encounters deteriorated , which is sad because i like to live with romance , it makes life all fine and dandy . it could be that i'm hitting a dry spell (which sucks mind you) .

after some deliberation though ; and perhaps because i stumbled on xiaxue's latest entry on the secret , i suppose it could be due to the issue of belief . since we are being exposed to more unpleasant things when we grow up and we live life at a fast pace , it makes me lose faith once in awhile , that some things and some feelings precious no longer exist any more . and that causes much negative feelings of seeking the impossible to reside inside me .

it is also due to my faith , i do feel a separation with God . like merl says we sometimes do backslide but we do not become completely detached , we draw closer but we may go back again . of course i speak only for myself at this point in time , because i believe that she is doing much better than me .

the same principle is in question . since we entrust our lives to him , we must trust him to guide us . and that means to believe . we have to practice forgiveness . and for that it means not to hold on to negative feelings . whether towards yourself or towards others .

contrary to popular belief , perhaps being cynical rather than naive makes you weak , and trying and failing rather than not trying at all is a greater accomplishment in itself . maybe the strongest people are the weakest and the weakest the strongest . after all , you will have to fail a few times to succeed , the only thing to keep in mind is not to give up and keep trying . that being said , i will work harder in trying , and in disregarding my cynical nature .

im not sure if my interpretation is warped , but there is a saying or a preaching , that if someone slaps you on one cheek , instead of retaliation , you turn the other cheek . although i can't see myself practising it literally , (my belief still firmly stands that i will retaliate without holding back) if it's not physical , i can manage . that if someone hurts you , to give another chance . and chances after that . that i can manage :)

i guess this could be something called enlightenment as well ?

oh , perhaps since i have no faith in a normal romance and only in whirlwind romance which has always been what worked for me , that's why mine have all been whirlwinds so far . nothing wrong with that , but normal for once in a while is a welcome change that i could manage too .

typing this did get a load off my chest . i've resolved to believe once more after a long time and i'll let you know where that gets me :) do try too because it will definitely make you a happier person in some way or another .

... and now i'm really tempted to read the secret for myself .

that's all !
i'm going back to kid after my bath . it's good that i have an off on wednesday so i can work on him . hopefully . kthnxbye ♥


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black obsession and romance .

Oh hi .
although i got alot of rest during my lovely weekends , i've had nothing but late nights and early mornings come monday . that being said , it's not helping my eye rings much ... but i guess , sometimes we gotta make sacrifices . eye rings for time .


like the title says , recently i've been obsessed with black again especially after doing my hair .
i got me 2 new black dresses .
it's something about black and bright brown that is just so regal . sorta like black and gold . i dunno . i just like it .

as much as i like blue accessories like my new blue/teal jelly bag:

Merl got this too in white !

i haven't given up on my longchamp (?) navy blue bag yet . come payday maybe .

i've been wishing i had more time to sketch too . sketching is therapeutic , just like blogging . did a perona one . idk why i always do girls lately .



still wip . but almost done .
apologize for the lousy quality . scanned copy comin up soonish .

and this is so random since she's not even in my top 10 . i think i just wanted to experiment with outfit/poses and what nots .

perona is a character from one piece btw . and while we are at this topic , here are my one piece bias :


choosing one out of four is hardd . crocodile , eustass kid , roronoa zoro and smoker hmm .
(in order for your convenience)
shh~ i think my current choice would be crocodile though . since impel down he doesnt seem so evil anyway ♥

purple black hair and gold eyes , gold hook and scar to boot too .



since i'm sleepy , i'll save the romance part for another time since it's actually just some philosophical ramblings which will take me too long to think and write . it's not about the physical kind of romance but actually more about the feeling that hits you sometimes .



 with Gene kor for nights out today ! ♥
kinda worth getting fat for but the matcha sawdust pudding is not so tasty :x
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