Self discovery .

before going into the entire lengthy musing entry , just wanna say , super liked avengers ! although i guess some may say its too much hype created for this movie but whatever . ironman is cute . ahaha . i especially like the unintended but not so unintentional jokes and seeing the comradeship slowly form between not so willing parties (initially) too .


well , just go watch it and lemme know what you think . should i watch it again ?


so you should know by now (if you don't take it as a revelation) that i'm a terribly curious person , i like to investigate to the bottom of things or a person for as long as my curiosity holds but normally i will still have a base understanding . i prefer to act indifferent and of no possession of such knowledge but you know . i realized from bloghopping , sometimes people who can draw like me (or maybe they are just share the same horoscope) seem to have the same characteristic .

that and another tendency would be that our blogs are not so interesting , and may sound profound or complicated for our age , but it is actually in fact very simple . we go in riddles to hide the truth sometimes so you have to know what to look out for . if you understand what is going on in our lives you will probably have a clearer message of what is trying to be conveyed , if not try your best to peel off the layers .

last point . derive satisfaction/feeling of accomplishment from mundane or weird activities . though i don't seem to be doing it anymore , isolation from my lifestyle makes me feel happy . i like to take lone walks to random places , go to the library and find one cosy corner to read . etc . i like doing these activities alone rather then with others because it's a good activity to give me time with myself for reflection , much like blogging . i don't do it often nowadays somehow but i guess if you do it too often it may lose the therapeutic feel .
some may find its aimlessness though , but i realized that since there are people who do enjoy these not-so-common activities it makes me normal .

but so you see , from the 3 points mentioned , all share the same objective of not wanting to let others know much about self . but actually . would be delighted if someone is able to understand or figure out character and will allow the person a few steps closer .

ok done . been so long since i posted a post like this . just to sort wandering feelings out at this point in time . will end with 3 things on my current wishlist when my pay is in like next next week ?
ugh , hurry . :(