today feels dreary again heavy hearted and negative thoughts ,
but it got better somehow; improves with gd company :D
and now its back to same 'old .

Just need to blog a depressing entry before i try and get to sleep
no mood for blogging too , sucks when i get writer's block or drawing block .

G'nite .

youd be better on your own .
not that i dont appreciate it but i dont see any way around it .
and fate is tenacious as such .