
in most instances i tend to be very giving
but my personality tends to make me very easily offended .
although i forgive given time thr is a volatile period that i will snap pretty easily . in those cases i jus want to hurt and wont take any of it back because i mean it . Too bad for you although you probably wont feel it yet . People can be such jerks sometimes . ironically , literally viewing i know i forgive the biggest of jerks time and time again but its my fault for allowing it to happen really . in any case it could be cos im too wound up now , give me time .
Going off soon to play badminton with MC, ZR, YY and ming bros ? Haha .
Alright . I need go prepare now or gna be late .
Byebi .
i hope they ebb away like the rain .
i know i'm not happy wit fate .
no matter what i do it's always gets a stage harder .
frustration peak , gif me anymore and i may burst :(
i know i'm not happy wit fate .
no matter what i do it's always gets a stage harder .
frustration peak , gif me anymore and i may burst :(
almost symmetrical XD
ive hoped really long for someone to change , but everything he does shows totally no change ,im tired of believing .

likewise i know i cant wait forever , but i dont want to let go yet . wait or no wait , its been tiring for me too .
mood to blog so am dropping by after a 5 day break :x
recently got more 'luck' but i dont really want save for some .
im sleepy again . today planning to stay home whole day .
initial plan was to spam some resumes but imma really tired and lazy now .
everytime i plan to stay home someone will try to foil my plans .
but if i take up the offers i'd have more fun :(
i wan to eat chocolates and drink bbt :)
twix or kb ?
coffee ice blend or green tea ?
ystd went out with mc and ben t orchad area for shopping .
visited the mall next to cine .
now i wan the horoscope stitch and slippers lol .
idc next time going catch horoscope stitch :D
so cuteeee .
bought a mango top from ion though ♥

and mc bought a skirt from (bershka?) forget how to spell .
and got a few nice things though i want t buy bag first :D
next week need t go for some walk in interviews .
. wo is lazy blog alrd :)
Gene Mich ah, that's not jasmine, that's jiamin.
Opps, sorry . i change liao . heehee :D gene go kl go batam !
mood to blog so am dropping by after a 5 day break :x
recently got more 'luck' but i dont really want save for some .
im sleepy again . today planning to stay home whole day .
initial plan was to spam some resumes but imma really tired and lazy now .
everytime i plan to stay home someone will try to foil my plans .
but if i take up the offers i'd have more fun :(
i wan to eat chocolates and drink bbt :)
twix or kb ?
coffee ice blend or green tea ?
ystd went out with mc and ben t orchad area for shopping .
visited the mall next to cine .
now i wan the horoscope stitch and slippers lol .
idc next time going catch horoscope stitch :D
so cuteeee .
bought a mango top from ion though ♥

and mc bought a skirt from (bershka?) forget how to spell .
and got a few nice things though i want t buy bag first :D
next week need t go for some walk in interviews .
. wo is lazy blog alrd :)
Gene Mich ah, that's not jasmine, that's jiamin.
Opps, sorry . i change liao . heehee :D gene go kl go batam !
and i give up forever to touch you
cos i know that you feel me somehow
:(
and i don't want the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand 

slacking at home~ off today . prolly going out later . now must upload fotos first .
finally had sufficient sleep ! :D
-fading-?
and my love for you is blind
but i couldnt make you see it
-short tempered- hurt and get hurt -i dont understand-
Okay , here is the picture entry of what i said i would post .
Today abit no mood blog so here are all the pics .
yy's concert stage . like a work of art right :D
entire band
guest singer jiamin
change of outfit .
(these are all the photos i shortlisted . nice? :D)
why cant i get one tt likes to cuddle ?
&& i need more sleep :/
-pained-
baby . i wan to take tat step though i know it means i cant take it back .
Decided that i'll store pics inside my com today and update this space on Fri :D
you make me swim with emotions that words can't express :)
i know that i said i'd update the 2nd last post with pics soon ,
but imma really lazy person right now .
give me more time . LOL .
Gonna stepmania now , bye ! :D
i know that i said i'd update the 2nd last post with pics soon ,
but imma really lazy person right now .
give me more time . LOL .
Gonna stepmania now , bye ! :D
i like the sight of your hand with mine :)
laptop is fuck lag -_-
added tgt with how packed the train was just now ,
and how the bus driver drives his bus ,
not to mention earlier on at work , callers suck today .
i'm feeling like a prissy mess .
Hurs . gonna go for a super cold shower later .
work today was pretty good though . arrived like so early logged in 10 mins earlier . din even check how many hours i clocked lol . tio bullied :x . lunch pretty satisfying :D . din eat udders with the rest after work cos den i'd be eating like goodness knows how many days straight in a row . MC's vanilla bean tasted pretty nice though :D . i wan buy shoes shoes shoes . more like wedges wedges wedges , maybe platformss . k thanks for dropping by , bye :D~
laptop is fuck lag -_-
added tgt with how packed the train was just now ,
and how the bus driver drives his bus ,
not to mention earlier on at work , callers suck today .
i'm feeling like a prissy mess .
Hurs . gonna go for a super cold shower later .
work today was pretty good though . arrived like so early logged in 10 mins earlier . din even check how many hours i clocked lol . tio bullied :x . lunch pretty satisfying :D . din eat udders with the rest after work cos den i'd be eating like goodness knows how many days straight in a row . MC's vanilla bean tasted pretty nice though :D . i wan buy shoes shoes shoes . more like wedges wedges wedges , maybe platformss . k thanks for dropping by , bye :D~
mom caught a stray hamster downstairs today lmao .
being chased by a cat .
lyks to stuff it's face full of fruits .
now i have 2 hamsters ^. ^v
but not sure whether can mix them yet .
-pics of it next post-
after super long time of no eyeliner

erm . sat went out t ps with jamie gene and joanna ,
being chased by a cat .
lyks to stuff it's face full of fruits .
now i have 2 hamsters ^. ^v
but not sure whether can mix them yet .
-pics of it next post-
stuck with a slight headache the past few days or so .
sucks ttm , hope i'll be rid of it for good tmr .
im pretty sleepy now zzz .
had quite a packed long weekend , thurs was my off , slacked at home ,
so fri die die had t go out , metup with gene and joanna also :D
lucky headed out on fri . cos beggars cant be choosers ;D
after super long time of no eyeliner


erm . sat went out t ps with jamie gene and joanna ,
caught a few plush , den headed down to yy's concert .
quite nice ;d
-will redit dis post with pics soon so stay tuned ?-
sun(today) went out with merl , shopped , movie .
Merl bought alotta things ;p but me not yet .
shopping list expanding . :x
now considering the cat hoodie as well as zinc bag .
cat hoodie din buy cos short sleeves , hmm .
zinc bag i likeee . but ex for the size :x
smone buy for me ? :)
hope im lucky tmr , gna sleep now . sleepyy . goodnight world . :D
in my own way i do try hard , through waves of uncertainty . you feel it too dont you . if you want to move along naturally im fine too but till then i'll wait and do what i can .
i feel sleepy , my head is slightly heavy , and i want a haircut .
Fri public holiday rates should be higher :/
sat and sun weekends higher rates too ?
does this mean the earliest is monday? :(
so cool like ❥and heartbreak right .
cant post the keyboard shortcuts cos blogger always got coding error fml .

im gna stepmania maybe reborn den ninjado later whee :3
ciao ~
ppl are always hard to satisfy .
mus try to achieve the art of being easily satisified .
or at least more easily .
& try to keep things in sight .
feel like playing stepmania later .
this is jus a super short post t show off my new hair products ! :)
brand , bodyshop and loreal .
both leave on oil/cream :D
combination super lethal . LOL .
heehee yep~ my beloved whale not in the pic though :(
Gene Of course, my plushies are big and fat, crush all the ugly competition. XD
HMPH. lol. always bully my other plushies!
mus try to achieve the art of being easily satisified .
or at least more easily .
& try to keep things in sight .
feel like playing stepmania later .
this is jus a super short post t show off my new hair products ! :)
brand , bodyshop and loreal .
both leave on oil/cream :D
combination super lethal . LOL .
makeupz . i like my new foundation ! first one tat i own :D
heehee yep~ my beloved whale not in the pic though :(
Gene Of course, my plushies are big and fat, crush all the ugly competition. XD
HMPH. lol. always bully my other plushies!
Amazing how tis feels so void of feeling .
tis indifference is eating me .
tis indifference is eating me .
and i wonder why on this worrying night im writing my feelings for you on letter paper
perhaps im just being whimsical , but the number of sheets just keeps on increasing .
k-on - my love is a stapler '
Stuck at home today so this blog post is dedicated to those in the same spot as me today ! Something to read to kill boredom yep .
Though i guess most people have better things to do at home but for me i basically watch anime then when i feel more lazy or in a light mood , do reading from various sources and listen to songs hence i like to do a few things at a time to preoccupy myself :D
I must really apologize for not taking the time to update my blog properly most of the time for a really long time now(musta been past a year or smthn) but mostly there are issues . Although im currently feeling up to it again , and definitely gna move past them , so i shall take to taking at least one photo for one outing and doing a short update about it as per status quo :D
That also means bringing out my photo taking resources with me everyday and more candid shots :D also curbing my laziness to make necessary sketches from time to time and persuading my parents to get me a new scanner and lappie .
So all in all i dont see how 'tis is a bad idea for anyone eh :D
http://store.apple.com/sg/browse/campaigns/back_to_school?mco=MzE2ODE4MQ
2 days left :x
should i ?
If get someone buy for me , need to transfer 1686 in 2 days and wait idk how long to get 298 rebate back :x so spending will equals 1388 - free ipod touch .
Yesterday went out with godbrother gene~ waited quite long cos work end like so early .
Was late for work also thanks to stupid train disruption .
Very sian lo , tis bus dont come tat bus dont come , cab dont come , wads the point of waking early damnz . Though wen busing in the morning the bus driver has a set of really amazing eyes haha . just a comment . and bus so packed gt nthn hold and ppl like to use their butts to hog the pole -. - wtfs . End up i end up almost falling 1/3 de entire journey , other 2/3 s secured using my amazing sense of balance (which is actually v bad really)
Reached work and decided that teh si made by the guy on sat is no good . cos for 2 weeks in a row added milk but it tasted like it lacked milk , when normally on weekdays it's a slight excess . for yh's teh kosong tasted not bitter enough when compared to normal days also . Haha . our expressions epic .
record number of calls though ^^
went around novena square den bugis and wait for Gene .
trains damn packedz again :(
Play KOF and jubeat , when Gene came with stitch he went shopping spree again , recently have a thing for new things ! he bought one star cardigan , grey shiny top and a pretty cool vest for his outfit~ i bought a top from bugis on friday with jamie too , i like it alotz , it made me spend although i din want to ! stitch pretty big and attract alot of attention so i keep making Gene carry stitch XD was saying like later ppl think i bully him lo , make him carry all my shopping hauls and stitch , but is really actually his na . Took alot of pictures but using his fone cos my fone ran out of battery :(
Managed to catch a small shark plush and i loike the ice cream float ! ^^
picies ~
my early bdae present tyvm! ♥
p.s. comes with 3 years cleaning warranty right ? :)
small shark plush !~
of ystd
overwhelming stitch population O_O
now 6 stitches on bed . My mom says both plushies from gene is able to squash all the rest !
k imma going down for dinner nao bye !
perhaps im just being whimsical , but the number of sheets just keeps on increasing .
k-on - my love is a stapler '
Stuck at home today so this blog post is dedicated to those in the same spot as me today ! Something to read to kill boredom yep .
Though i guess most people have better things to do at home but for me i basically watch anime then when i feel more lazy or in a light mood , do reading from various sources and listen to songs hence i like to do a few things at a time to preoccupy myself :D
I must really apologize for not taking the time to update my blog properly most of the time for a really long time now(musta been past a year or smthn) but mostly there are issues . Although im currently feeling up to it again , and definitely gna move past them , so i shall take to taking at least one photo for one outing and doing a short update about it as per status quo :D
That also means bringing out my photo taking resources with me everyday and more candid shots :D also curbing my laziness to make necessary sketches from time to time and persuading my parents to get me a new scanner and lappie .
So all in all i dont see how 'tis is a bad idea for anyone eh :D
http://store.apple.com/sg/browse/campaigns/back_to_school?mco=MzE2ODE4MQ
2 days left :x
should i ?
If get someone buy for me , need to transfer 1686 in 2 days and wait idk how long to get 298 rebate back :x so spending will equals 1388 - free ipod touch .
Yesterday went out with godbrother gene~ waited quite long cos work end like so early .
Was late for work also thanks to stupid train disruption .
Very sian lo , tis bus dont come tat bus dont come , cab dont come , wads the point of waking early damnz . Though wen busing in the morning the bus driver has a set of really amazing eyes haha . just a comment . and bus so packed gt nthn hold and ppl like to use their butts to hog the pole -. - wtfs . End up i end up almost falling 1/3 de entire journey , other 2/3 s secured using my amazing sense of balance (which is actually v bad really)
Reached work and decided that teh si made by the guy on sat is no good . cos for 2 weeks in a row added milk but it tasted like it lacked milk , when normally on weekdays it's a slight excess . for yh's teh kosong tasted not bitter enough when compared to normal days also . Haha . our expressions epic .
record number of calls though ^^
went around novena square den bugis and wait for Gene .
trains damn packedz again :(
Play KOF and jubeat , when Gene came with stitch he went shopping spree again , recently have a thing for new things ! he bought one star cardigan , grey shiny top and a pretty cool vest for his outfit~ i bought a top from bugis on friday with jamie too , i like it alotz , it made me spend although i din want to ! stitch pretty big and attract alot of attention so i keep making Gene carry stitch XD was saying like later ppl think i bully him lo , make him carry all my shopping hauls and stitch , but is really actually his na . Took alot of pictures but using his fone cos my fone ran out of battery :(
Managed to catch a small shark plush and i loike the ice cream float ! ^^
picies ~
my early bdae present tyvm! ♥
p.s. comes with 3 years cleaning warranty right ? :)
of ystd
k imma going down for dinner nao bye !
will you try to try ?

i like the one without the photoshopped bloodstains better haha !
why still cant i erase this guilty feeling . not my fault . :c
Hehe . I wna watch donnie yen movie on 23 sept :D
but cant find the poster pic i want :(
if not can do 2nd portrait :D


why still cant i erase this guilty feeling . not my fault . :c
right ?
Fathin I think leave it optional.. ^^ Your hair is too nice to cut off. Haha. =)
hehe , tats because take pics mus arrange abit first . on lousier bad hair days v irritating ; A ;
maybe you just have alot to choose from ,
but you always manage to start my day with a smile
and that's all i need for now .
Plans for today: watch reborn 3 epi!
but you always manage to start my day with a smile
and that's all i need for now .
Plans for today: watch reborn 3 epi!