Haven't blogged in quite a while which could be the reason why these days i'm thinking too much crap :x my brain is actively thinking , yet nothing productive whatsover is being churned out . Just mindless drivel over and over . and over . But i can't help it , it's wired in such a way even a genius would have a hard time comprehending heh :D
I know if lay back to take a look i would be utterly fustrated , but i can't seem to bring myself to bother . I should . Because it's getting kind of mindless indeed . Since you came and went , came and went , it's been all but at ease , yet i know it isnt permanent , it could be time to hit reset once again and never restart but everytime i think we finally look ahead , you always turn back . I always deny the reason why i give in , though i know you can feel it .
Feeling that it's really stupid so i'll stop here .
Im so sleepy right now , so the first thing in my agenda is to get to sleep by 1130 . that gives me 2-3 episodes of reborn . second is to finish all my games in fb by 15 mins , and earn 55k in ps to buy another leopard so yep . I guess I'll be rushing off now .
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