today was a pretty dreadful day on a couple too many accounts , till i have the urge to switch to writing in a very confusing style of pointless drivel about how messed up today feels , although i think i may be somewhat doing it now haha .


*delete* :B



The later part of the day was fine though , me like (:
so there , done ranting . :D
Cheers , off to watching anime now (:
XANXUS~



this time i dont want to choose again , i want you through and through , no matter how superficial it is i like your strong presence behind me , and how high you seem to tower , but i cant seem to get past this hesitant feeling .