Compulsive . D:tell me the remedy . (:got to try harder . x:as it gets later into the night my music seems to blast much louder from my earpiece ,probably its just that the silence gets more deafening .and i'm becoming more and more sleepy , too sleepy for reborn already .must be the alcohol haha .going to enjoy sleeping now , hope...
the feeling that strikes the core of my very being tells me i may be pretty obsessiveand well i hope you're not like me so you can breathe easier .although i'd be pretty flattered if you were .Nthn much to say in this space recently ,life feels so boring , but not all too bad .making 2 cards ,got idea for both alrd...
feels undefinitely guilty ;/ internet now seems to suck , stuck on pages without being able to load new ones ):and yes , pretty crazy over Yamamoto from reborn! now even though initially didnt think i would like him .kind of cute and his 10 year older self is so very hot :Dhard to draw cos his face type im not very used...
想要别人幸福是没失去过的感受。没这个必要，人是自恃的。2nd lesson of ninjado today , think i pulled a different set of muscles today gee .somewhat and not so somewhat looking forward to tomorrow .what should i do ?told myself i'll sleep early today so after this notoriously short post im going off to bed (::(considering to wear dis top tmr~growing fatter thanks to eating sprees a few days straight ): ...
hey all , it's just past 11 pm here .I hope by tmr morning my leg muscles will recover at least up to 95% .bought a wrislet today (clutch like wallet i guess) ,cos it looked too nice and i couldnt resist ahahah . asked for discount and got it :Dwhee . Still pretty ex though , but something to be happy about...
plans of sleeping at 11:30 squashed .plans of sleeping at 12:00 squashed .lol , going to bed now , goodnights (:Yamamoto and Gokudera :D ...
就算是没有，很喜欢他。。(:Eyes so dry now cos blew dry hair but eyes got blow dried lol .Ugh , not helping my sleepy-ness and alrd closing eyes .Tmr still got work , lucky only half day .I think i wanna sleep at desk tmr , hope there'll be little calls :xOuhkay . Cant spend too long here cos wanna chiong reborn anime .and before that have...
today was a pretty dreadful day on a couple too many accounts , till i have the urge to switch to writing in a very confusing style of pointless drivel about how messed up today feels , although i think i may be somewhat doing it now haha .*delete* :BThe later part of the day was fine though , me like (:so there...
Today cant watch reborn cos needa sleep soon ):still at episode 52 , wanna watch 53 !Got pimple on v weird spot and it hurts ):Grapeseed serum working pretty well so far .Ah . so sleepy .Hope tmr wont have much spam calls , too many = make me feel faint and disheartened lol !i'm still pretty hesitant , but nontheless i'll try...
Update for the day when i met Fathin ! We bought many sweets then headed down to slack at macs yaye !Also to open the present i gave her :DHad strawberry oreo milkshake that day wif free blueberry ice cream oreo :DDin really like it(milkshake) at first but got to say that it's growing on me :DBiscuits are tasty ^^Pics~*considering to wear dis...
拒绝你真的好难过，好难受。seem to have developed a splitting headache as a bonus . ...
If i try my best ; put in a little more effort when i have the chance ,will you do the same too ?你说要我开心就好，可是有时我感觉不到你是这个意识的，不管是有或没有，剩下的只有好难过的感受。 想我还爱你该就是骗我自己的对吧。Going out later ,only problem is cant decide where to go ~Meantime i wan watch vid ,but time constrain !!After episode 20 Reborn is pretty good :3Mostly action and not comedy edi .Baby Lambo is kinda cute , as...
Dull familiar ache .Just a short one before i turn in ~am so hearing my bed calling me heh .Watched katekyo hitman reborn till ep 10 alrd ,read replica's latest chapter ,Everything to be done is dddone !Apart from dl-ing some new songs ,but imma super lazy .and super hungry again ):wants like smthn chocolate tmr ): ...
Changes in the frequencies , is making me confused D:i dont feel like to waver though .if only this could go faster ,but im afraid it would be slower .Picies to show new puma shirt my mom bought for me .like super cheap , oversized , but like in a not so good way uh ):oh well , i'll see how the feeling...
makemyheartgolikedokidoki . whenuhaveyoureyesonmeanddonttakethemoff .Bringing new bag out tmr ,packing camera to ready it for fotos ,hope will be able to take a couple of good shots .& that there will be nice cosplayers plus grimmjow merchandise to buy(on 2nd thought quite broke edi T_T)Even without buying any merchandise will spend alot , transport , food , movie = 25 ?wo sad )':Stupid pay...
worried about whether this is another serious lapse of judgement ,but im just slightly too far gone to bother ,too stubborn to give up for now .i see u there and there .Happy belated birthday to Fathin ! wished her once on the day itself edi ~ But double wish !20th birthday (;Me=Hungry .Again yes . Will not get to losing any pounds...
