Wonderlust ♥

probably gonna take up ninjado next month .. (:

you dont keep your promises very well , or even at all .
ive got no basis to believe what you say ,
only your presence to move me ,
why cant you see ,
i dont want you in my heart anymore ,
why do you have to make it so hard ?
isnt your life already complete without me ?

Sad to say things may not be the same ,
but being optimistic would allow what there is to sustain ,
what can probably be to be .
sigh .
so stupid ,
i cant understand ,
so difficult .

love is another thing ,
end result is always hate or indifference ,
indifference actually requires alot of effort ,
alot more thought , alot more ups and downs ,
so i prefer to hate now tyvm (:
be taking a break from this ridiculous shit .


tired and hungry again ):

looking forward to curry lunchie tmr :)
i loike !
after tt will head out .

byez

faith, hope, love .

start off with Gene pic and Gene vid of Gene on news !

pic: http://news.xin.msn.com/en/singapore/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4160830

Vid:




this week off day is reduced to 1 yay~
but tired . woke at 5 plus den couldnt slp .
today the 334 buses are conspiring against me , dun let me sit on the seat that i wanted to try for quite some time edi even though like took the 2nd bus, the seat isnt in existance for both ):
lost macdonalds cup and left water bottle in office ):
not fate with green things .

probably not going to chiong audi today ,
at most watch anime den slp~
laptop more and more lag , irritating .
evertym lappie run out of batt too fast , fone cant charge fast enough ,
wanna replace all my things for freeee .

shall add $49.95 husky to my wishlist ^^
ty bai !

kk, day has been boring so far ,
bo mood , when see things that supposedly will agitate me on normal days ,
no change :/
gg prepare and hope later part of the day will be more lively .
Bleh .
Bai .

too many choices has gotten me a tad bit confused :/

anywayyy , just ate curry fish rice , feeling very contented now , especially with the rain and all .
Nothing much to write in this space now , or more like it's really hard putting it down here , so shall stop here ~ Bai ~

Down with flu today , working thru packs of tissues ):
Got flu yesterday , air con at work and movie din help much .
Bright side is flu isnt one of the worse ailments on my list that i could be suffering from , not so bright side is that i will have a somewhat red nose tmr ):
Sigh . Immunity is weak now , sick ppl should stay away from me . Haha~


Eyes so tired again , but probably wont be able to sleep if i try now ,
wont have a good time daydreaming cos flu/block nose ,
so shall continue to use commmm .
shall skip sit ups today heh .


tried to swap my cl on mon but to no avail , super sad liao ): imy ):
anyone pei wo to not so cold place tmr thnx .

i realize that i have the tendency to feel spite for anything that occupies your heart

• Chiong ss ,
• chiong manga ,
• complete at least half of thriller novel ,
• not eat so much ,
• meet Gene to eat and walk :D

But Gene probably cant go out for v long cos MST ):

sads ,

but work hard for upcoming tests ok !

Geh , eyes ... cant ... sustain ...

nights peeps .

*post work*

Today had a few rather annoying occurences with some guys ,

1- 2 annoying ppl on the bus , 1 from my way to work and 1 from my way back , the one to was whistling old children's tunes all the way(i din know whistling could sound horrible till today)the one back played his old old retro horrible music all the way back , wtf , thanks for making my already good mood so much the better .

(note: glared at the whistling one , unfortunately too thick .)

2- many lor sor callers today , spend close to 1 hr talking to me whereby 50 mins is the life story and nothing related to the enquiry , my advice was only less than 5 minutes long , but noooo , they just need someone to listen in order to make them happy ...

3-one guy tried to transfer one of those lor sor (long winded) callers back to me so i hurriedly picked up a call . Unfortunately i have to call him back tmr . (other ppl cannot assist u meh !)

4-train make me feel very uncomfortable :( any bus to bus to orchad area direct ?

5-took lift with one semi cute guy but ais , so cui looking today .