Wonderlust ♥

In abit , Im gonna publicize my sick status soon . It's the usual flu, cough and throat issues , which probably isnt much of an issue ; so im skipping out on the visiting the doctor bit as usual , despite the H1N1 epidemic .

Although i hope it wont worsen cos if i feel the sickness taking it's toll , then i wouldnt be in the mood for anything , and just nicely im smack bang in the middle of projects .. BOO .

Hopefully , i'll get better soon .

I want to change my blogskin soon , and whoever that gets me that bracelet frm gothic will be very much appreciated !
& then again on 2nd thought , i should get it myself :x

Going to bed soon , save da pics for da next post!~

recently i dreamt i was frantically trying to get to you , & faced with time consuming obstructions , i kept hoping your patience would last .

its probably meaningless drivel i know . But i dont really remember my dreams much , so it might be worth a mention :)

forgive me . i dont want to think i love you any longer , but these feelings , they get the better of me , and i know .

Youre not enough , but you make me feel a tad better , just like how you normally do ; though you always fall short .

Rawrs~

I'm waiting for my adobe CS4 to finish installing , and as while it's doing its thing i am unable to go online .
So i figured i might as well type up a short entry in this wordpad and then transfer it to blogger later :D


These days i have not exactly been working hard , but the work im doing is quite considerable for my standards .
2 projects are due soon ..
FYI , another something im really lousy at would be the module , audit .
Listen , audit confuses me . Sometimes i cant even see head or tail of it at all .
So i guess screw the thought of me being an auditor ; although i never wanted to be one in the first place .
And yes , you guessed it , one of the projects is audit D: *doom doom~*
Company Law is much more interesting even though its all theory .. I kind of like law . Kind of .
(especially if you put it next to audit)
So yesh , i really applaud people who can actually stand taking the effort to understand something so complex . >_< ~

Okay , i guess i'll just end off here even though the installation is only like one third complete ? Reason being i want to complete my book , and sketch a little work .
Jys to me ! Goodnight :)

The human mind is a strange thing .
Psychology seems to be the force behind it all , it renders a person to be led by what he or she believes in .
So naturally now , when i feel a twinge of consience and uneasiness ,
its becasue my mentality has changed , and my belief and basis for truth .

It was going fine ... Now i think it's screwed up again .
Why ?
Don't you know , you mess me up so .

the more im convinced , the more my assumptions fail . Although i know it shouldnt be enough to sway my convictions , my heart still leaps by bounds and im afraid of falling- which is a given really .

Too lazy to get started on another project , i wanna ddr and waka waka lmaos .

Not that sleepy , and kinda have alot of things to get done , my unfufilled to do list is piling up like crazy , but who's to say i care . Well alright me , since ultimately it benefits me , but im just a rather distracted person ok ? >< *stretches* I have to find a way to motivate myself somehow , maybe releasing some feelings in this post will help .
Tmr i want to drink a good cup of mango milk tea , and hopefully save some moneh too . I think next month's financing is going to kill me . Still though , i want MOVIE :) soon .

Need to like , be more active in taking photos cos my blog lacks pics as of late . Will revive the spirit ! Muahahas ~

there's no one i'd like to take my hand now ,
but if you want to stand by me , that's fine . we dont need romantic company when it's not time , and what we are is good enough .

I dont know what's wrong , I'm just so sleepy nowadays ...
Even though ive been making an effort to sleep earlier than usual *sigh*

& im hungry now . Its also this period where i just feel like eating ... and eating .. even though im not hungry . Geez , i know that its pointless but i somehow cant resist ?

Ive finished reading all the updated manga chapters !~ Today there was quite a few . Defence Devil , Until Death Do Us Part and Bloody Monday . All very nice and recommended ~
Im reading Skip Beat as well ; though im unfortunately stuck in the earlier chapters . I like Tsuruga Ren for his character ! But unfortunately his looks arent my type... >_<

Ok ... This is to inject a little liveliness . <3


Fathin: UDDER ice creamS!!! Haha.
Yeaaahhh ! Soon ! (:
Gene: You kinda like logss? =DD stumps belong to the log family too! =D
Lol , thats different lah ! i also have no yi jian against the real stump !
Fathin: Must learn to focus. Lol. =X
i shall try my best.. T_T
MC: Cool pic of gj!
thanks ! :D love it loads too~

cute? got this pic in deviantart , sorry for not crediting.. ><'Hmm... Im not at all angry right now , in fact Im feeling really relaxed .

But i still think that *%$#@ owes me for making me suitably annoyed/unhappy , added with the fact that i cant take rubbish people ; he's lucky that i didnt go ballistic on him . He's really a disgrace to males like in their late 20s to 30s ? Can you imagine that for living so many years , he has yet to pick up any skills ? Ok , needless to say , he is unskilled , plus , lacks brightness , intelligence , is amazingly boring , no sense of humor , always makes a good joke sound bad , unable to engage audiences , cannot reason , and an unpleasant looking face . I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT TAKE HIS REASONING ! Now i would liken him to a log , but since crocodiles can pass off as logs , i find them kinda cool . Therefore , he cannot be compared to such an organic example . I guess he only relies on money to get him this far and anywhere he goes due to his lack of everything . In fact i think its mighty time to use Jamie's newly invented insult , he can go eat stump shit .. And then send me an email to verify it .
~RAWRS~

This Grimmjow is like so so so HOT right ?





SO RANDOM !!

my new masterpiece . Nice ? :D