I fucking had it with some other time , and senseless crap from some people . Im going to get my way this time , just you wait and see if i dont .

Alright , so i go 2 ways . Either I simmer down and give in , or I remain obstinately unmovable . Well , ive been feeling like i give in a lot these days to many people in general and im pretty much damn sick of it . SICK , geddit ? What's with them ? It dont kill to be more likeable , more polite , more pleasant , more logical , or at least just not make me angry with you for crying out loud . Sigh . Just understand that i want to have fun , and be my age . Or that im easily irritable , so stop doing things that annoy me stop making me unhappy . Think twice before you act , and scram the heck away if you want to show any colours .

Pessimistic side , here we go at full force to up throw the stupidity of the world aites !
Dont bother me , I'll be too busy gathering my dark energy . Good night .


So here I am thinking about impossible things , acting on the whims of my dreams ,
knowing I'm going to get myself crushed again . How clever .