Im really really sleepy . I can't bring myself to study .
Might as well just spend my days working , getting money to get me by . Schooling is such a chore .
I may be young , i may be blind ; or perhaps not .
Fcuk , i hate it when my eraser gets misplaced .


Now where was I ? Happy Valentines Day (never mind that this is belated)
Actually , I dont see much of a point in this occassion , but i cant deny some of the proceedings are nice .
However it should be a little more improvised no ?
What kind of weird mood have i landed myself into this time . i think im happy but the tiredness is driving me abit crazy .
Sleep ? I would if I could .

Hoho .

Lets talk about my first 'love' then (take it as a dedication). The one more special and deep than all the rest that can be counted as something more than a crush , was in primary school ; i take it was 4 . At that time he seemed perfect to me , but even so i could see , that there was alot of potential in him to go bad . Probably he is also the only one younger and smaller than me , but well , nontheless im his younger godsister , him my older godbrother so i suppose , we can compromise eh . Well , about his potential , lets just say he didnt really have it for studies , although he can manage to scrape through . He's more into sports like running , soccer , sepak takraw . Does them quite good with the lithe , small and wiry frame . And i know academic wise , he's dropping ; thanks to a yearbook .. So i hope he'll be fine . Well even if he's a dropout that's alright . I just hope he'll try to keep his hands off things , enjoy himself , stay safe and take care . Our first conversation was one fine day after a science center outing , me bringing back one of my prized plushies and the relationship started with teh plush . haha ! MC has one too , a black dog , promoting some search engine . Layco asia something i think . That was one of the best moments i guess . After 4 years i think i got over him , and i havent seen him in 5 years. Sad isnt it . NMQD

The formatting has gone and screwed up on me again . And the above is quite deviod of emotion . Gosh , im weird right now . GOODNIGHTS !

Ary: *read**read* on a reading rampage......tired. reading rampage >_< size="4">MC: Yikes, use coke to make the ulcer heal better? Sounds scary! you never tried before ? just drink the coke .
Fathin: Haha. Then wont e dog and cat fight? can keep them from small together so they wont fight when they grow up ^^
rini - gene: u should have a tagboard!Gene: hmm. I used to... but got spam. so I use this comment system I can moderate at least.
rini - Jamie&Michelle: EH u going on saturday? The sentosa outing?! I lost my hp so don't contact me through tt whoops . Not going . I hope William had fun.
Fathin: Jamie has good taste in clothes. It looks good on Mich. Hehe.. XD
Jayme: Seriously.. my nose should be smaller..'
Jayme: Send me the 2 pics!!! Shirt spoil le then u dare top wear...=_=Hmm? okie. remind me when you see me online ! haha . is not spoil is circumstances lol .