09/02/09

Dudes im beat =X


Today feels like a super long day , but enjoyable nontheless .
Seems to me ive been winded up since morning and it lasted me a whole day .
Im back to normal somewhat ; able to feel contended enough and not so restless anymore . Maybe its the company i keep , maybe its the things i do .

I feel a little shift the airs and the flow .


Im not too easily angered with the things that go by now , at most hit with only tinges of resentment and bursts of fustration .
It's just daily life but im both a pessimist and an optimist . Some things just tug on the pessimistic side and i realised that could be the reason for undue stress .
And the thing , im apathic in nature anyways .
Its easy for me not to care .

Being hit with these feelings means im not doing it right , what the heck im i doing caring enough for there to be a leeway for idiots without brains or tact .
There are different boundaries for different people and im re-establishing them because im being too lenient .

Where did all these common sense disappear to for so long ? I should have seen it sooner .
For months , did i lose them with you ?
The lesser mortals around me dont deserve my effort .


Now I'll focus on playing my cards right . What i dont need i can throw for the moment and get it back later . i just have to remember to keep a spare card and then more spares . of course , ill be nice in throwing it away so its not to hard to get back . No need for bonds , bonds are hard work .




I may have gotten everything in order but now if only i could work on laziness , because i havent started revising yet , not one bit . Damn .

When i start writing like this , i always lose the mood to upload pictures and make small talk .
BUT I HAVE ALOT OF PICS !

ithinkyoureundeniablylovelyundisputablycharmingunexplainablyalluringandamillion
otherthingsamongst themwhichi'llbet'dkeepgeneawakeinbedallnight lol !



rini: till now I haven seen u wear the top I gave u when we're working in hp
haha , i got take pic with it before leh , next time i go out with you i wear ok ! ^^