Tml is GEMs again,
school at 8 again..
T_T
sighhh.
well, gnna go cafe drink probably after.. so tts motivation

Why are there just so little..

Whenever the world seems unfair,
irritating,
& absolutely unbearable,
thr's always a part of me that aches in the fondness of you.
belief that you are everything that is right.
& the rest just dont seem to come close
becos theyre just passing by.

Havent had this feeling for quite long,
but im not so happy.

Stupid moodswings.

Today i realized that ironically,
a lecturer could read me like an open book.
& im surprised,
it hasnt happened before.
But the feeling of being understood by someone you dont really know,
is pleasant.
Because normally its me playing his role.
& its people like him and him,
who make me feel that there is hope.
There are still a handful.

I know I have been wanting to work harder.
Same goes for everything;
its all or nothing.


there's light even though it's dark.
nightt.


就算你是对的，
只可以等自己去事事，
去接受。
我想证明给你看你是不对的，
现在的我们是没有错的。。
其实,
在我心底了解你是对，
可是，
我现在就是不想接受。
不想, 不会。

人如果爱，就是很笨。

not just yet.
I dont want to ever, ever.