Just took up Rini's job offer.

So I'll be working with her cousin for 4 days... Actually, I was supposed to work with Jamie, but Jamie called it off; and rini says she already told her boss, cannot pull out since its confirmed.

hmm.. 4 days will make me around $168 richer; but minus transport fee, not at all that great huh.
Figure is pretty miserable if the work is hard.. lol :)
Its still something though.

But im sad tt tml is sacrificed.. if its with jamie, i wont mind, but if its not, tml is just all about work. Which takes away the time for me to wait for someone.
Afternoon-wise.

Jamie is actually v impt to me de.. I mostly rank all of her appointments and opinions first; above anyone else's, the non-mostly bits are the non-logical/non-favourable ones.
I cancel certain dates already made beforehand when it happens on days she can go out.

So talking about the open house day, which was when the 'anti-gene' thing started,
It irks me that she doesnt even make an effort to follow me to find a teacher to submit an assignment, not make an effort to accompany me in the train, does not humor me in getting an ice cream but choosing instead to be at Gene's side 24/7- so it seemed; and the situation may seem stupid, but still you have it.

Thats why gt tell her off for sticking with gene, but its not because i blame him for making me angry. Still, tats what it led too somehow. I think I ought to have made it clear earlier..my fault.
wanted to tell her on sat wen gt mood de, but she had to go sleep le.. Not gd de.

Den today also not online and sounds down, wen call, but lk dun wanna talk de.. at least to me lah. And I am concerned, but dun wanna pressure her to talking if she wants to be alone to cool lorx.
if there's no talk, there's a limit to how much you can understand about a person.
And recently our calls have been nothing short of arranging days, confirming things, there's no real talk about wad we do.

I dun mind hearing about her problems and love life, if listening makes her feel better, why not?
But entertaining me seems like a chore to her.. Will complain about it to others de.

I hope that things between us will be ok and i feel the trust there.
If anything, I'll always be here de.

& talking to Gene makes me realise that Its better to think things through, and be more frank so misunderstandings can be avioded
In everything, honesty may be hard, but it is essential.

And along my family, lesser irritation and tension already.. Things seem to be pretty good; and Im having my part of fun at least.

Plus my grandmother is being really nice too.. hmm.. my grandmother is more encouraging and supportive compared to my parents in fact. Regarding my decisions and what I do, she is also very open de.
I want, to do anything i want!!
But then again, that is a bad idea in itself :X

Alright, on to today..

Went bpp,
strwbry milkshake,
takoyaki,
grape red tea,
fish ole meal. :)

Oh yeah, fortune teller too. I dun believe in fortune tellers really, let alone chinese morden-ized ones. But its an interesting experience..
Oh.. at age 25 or so, remind Gene to change his name lol.
Still, i think my fortune is pretty bad too.

Who wants to have a good luck after the age of 25 =_=.. old le, cannot enjoy tt much lah.. mus enjoy youth!
Lucky tts 10%
But then again, i dun believe fortune tellers... much.

bought 2 new shirts too! ♥ both purple de.
Whats wrong about purple shirts..? =___=
people seem to want me to try new colours, and worse still, style.

Purple, black and dark blue are good colours tt i like..
& Gene.. I dun want Hayati style, or any diva like looking clothes to wear!!!
Cannot pull it off, will look weird.. no trying. hmf :X
Bully and bully me whole day.. T__T Is mean de!
Haha

Gene got much more then me today though.. as well as the time at bugis.
I think his recent shopping sprees are enough for a new stylish cupboard of their own le.
:/

teh most special. i wonder how long this will last