New post.

Recently ive been feeling dissatisfied about a couple of things, at the same time feeling guilty about a few things.

Cos as of now, there is little weight in my words; i forget things im supposed to do, which leads to me feeling like im making empty promises- something that i detest in others.

Also seems that im letting alot of people down if not in one way, another.

Not to mention, i feel extra pressured, and that certain individuals especially dont understand and oblige me sometimes when they should.

Confiding/complaining somehow seems like backstabbing, and i hate people who backstab too.

All these make me feel really selfish. I dont want to be so self centered that im only doing things for myself the way I want and forget others..

Wondering and worrying how to go about doing things the right way just isnt what perks my fancy.. I like it when everything falls in place naturally.

Hope all this blows over soon, and sorry to those affected. Thanks to those who listen to the rants too :D

Also.

MOB test coming this Monday and i barely started.
And for the NM test, it was kind of a surprise when it turned out to be an open book test.
Still, kind of low marks.. induced by the 1 minute warning.

:(